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anniemshe
anniemshe Member Posts: 91 Member
in Breast Cancer #1

I just had my CT scan and the result was no evidence of metastatic breast cancer. It’s good news and I have My Lord Jesus Christ to thank and all the people around me that encouraged me and supported me including all of those on this site. It’s been 2 years since it came back! After 9 years of being cancer free after the initial diagnosis.

But at the back of my head there’s a voice ( of doom) that says well it can return anytime. I was devastated when it came back as I was doing well and was confident it  was all over and put all the cancer and treatment etc behind me and looked forward to a normal life! 

How wrong that turned out to be!

So now the fear looms it ugly head and I’m reluctant to tell anyone around me as I don’t want to upset them but I know this is the place where I can voice my fears and not be judged. 

I keep busy and don’t allow myself time to dwell on it too much. I pray and try to leave it in God’s hands but occasionally the fear creeps up on me.

 

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  • Apaugh
    Apaugh Member Posts: 850 Member
    #2
    Congratulations!

    Whoop Whoop!  I hope you went out and celebrated.  Live for today!  God has your tomorrows.  Easy to say, hard to do.  

    Hugs and prayers,

    annie

  • anniemshe
    anniemshe Member Posts: 91 Member
    edited September 2019 #3
    positivity

    Dearest Annie, 

     

    I’m in awe of you and your amazing spirit of positivity! Every time you write stg it’s so uplifting. You are truly a blessing to many of us here!!!

    May God always bless you. Thank you 

  • Vickye
    Vickye Member Posts: 9
    edited October 2019 #4
    Annie

    I feel the same way as anniemshe. I am in awe of you and you are a blessing to all of us here.

    May God continue to keep you safe.  Thank you & hugs! 

    Vickye

  • meadowglade
    meadowglade Member Posts: 39 Member
    #5
    Survivorship

    When do you start counting your suvivorship? Is it the date you were told you had cancer or the date of the surgery or when you are finished with all treatments? 

     

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