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I just had my CT scan and the result was no evidence of metastatic breast cancer. It’s good news and I have My Lord Jesus Christ to thank and all the people around me that encouraged me and supported me including all of those on this site. It’s been 2 years since it came back! After 9 years of being cancer free after the initial diagnosis.
But at the back of my head there’s a voice ( of doom) that says well it can return anytime. I was devastated when it came back as I was doing well and was confident it was all over and put all the cancer and treatment etc behind me and looked forward to a normal life!
How wrong that turned out to be!
So now the fear looms it ugly head and I’m reluctant to tell anyone around me as I don’t want to upset them but I know this is the place where I can voice my fears and not be judged.
I keep busy and don’t allow myself time to dwell on it too much. I pray and try to leave it in God’s hands but occasionally the fear creeps up on me.
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