Our Leader Camul holding court on top of mountain

Had nurse here Tuesday, wasn't feeling great but better than some. Ate bacon had a 3 1/2 day migraine.  Am on Bactrim for another UTI, finished the dose last Friday.  On maintenance dose for 30 days.  Woke up yesterday with the headache again, this morning it was there but not as bad (had Reiki yesterday and she massaged out the headache, hence 3 1/2 days).  This am woke up and headache was horrid and was up 9 times in 6 hours last night.

Problem is Bactrim was the last antibiotic that would work coming from the last test 3 weeks ago.  Mouth is full of sores from biting my cheeks from mouth being numb, and having trouble eating. My son is so sweet, he just listened to me as I had a full blown melt down.  I get these infections and just bounce up and down.  My sister is coming back tomorrow on their way home.  

Hoping it is better than today.  This is so unlike me with depression and I am having trouble trying to figure it out!  So it is bedtime, hoping tomorrow is better than the last 4 days!  

I hope you have a much better day today and that you enjoy the visit with your sister.   If it is a nice day where you are, maybe you could open the windows and catch a nice breeze. I am sending you prayers for peace and strength and comfort. 

for 6 months when I was 18.  2 different stays with 3 weeks between the 2.was hard as you can't go very fa. A road trip took about an hour and a half, becuz of traffic, then did 2nd half of honeymoon back in Hawaii.  Would not be able to live there!  Hated the cochroaches and lizards.  But loved vacation there.

my sister is moving to Florida next month.  She will hate the bugs, one of my bff's lives there and talks about the bugs and humidity... But I love the ocean.

Last night I went and visited my brother, his chemo didn't work.  I was so bummed. He has a second Lymphoma now.  So they will try another trial. Hope it works, they are giving no hope if it doesn't as there are

nonoptions for the one Lymphoma.  I reminded him we have the same blood...  and my 6 months awill be 7 years stage I .  But he knows how I feel now.  Rather he could have just listened when I told him, he didn't have to find out in person.  I will see him

this week one day for lunch.  And my sister was here again last night.  It was so

nice being with my sibs and another brother is coming for months.

Camul, sorry to hear about your brother especially with all your problems. Hope he does well on new treatment. In the meantime to take your mind off  the bad and onto the good we are going  to Hawaii. Get your lifejacket on and I am going to get my rowboat ready and we will be on our way. I have always wanted to go there but am afraid to fly. Sherry we will even pick you up on the way and anybody else who wants to go. The more we have the more we have to row and get there faster. We will all have a great time together and think it is a dream. ALL ABOARD TO HAWAII.  

tufi000 said:

Hee Hee squishshshsh

Yup lady, all of the above.  Ocean? You want ocean? My ashes will be scattered off Pacific Grove (tiny fishing village that people think is still Monterey) at one of the Otter Points.

At least here in the heartland, since I already love spiders, they take care of the occasional garden-type crawling critters and flies since we no longer have a cat.  I don't have a lot of them, just don't put them outside after destroying their webs Perfect for misquito control!

I remember Onc telling telling me the chemo didn't work as much as they had hoped, but obviously without the consequences you guys are dealing with. One thing though, your bro has the caring of the best kind with you in his life. We all have war stories and the best of us are not pardened. DANG!!

Sorry, had to stop typing to take meds. ANYWAY, this weekend, my 2nd mom ( our 2 families so alike in unusual ways we were all raised together (not in same house) since I was 4. Though I was supposed to marry her younger son, my almost twin we are so close, it didn't happen. Maybe it should have, but he said the whirlwind life I enjoyed he couldn't have kept up with. Sooo She was 96 on Friday!  In a nursing home cause of her hip, but healthy. Surrounded by her children, grand children, great granschildren, both our families, they all call her GG. I was only able to send virtual quiches and pies and hugs. My isolation can be very painful some days.

You are so fortunate to not know that feeling regardless of any situation and crisis going on. None of your loved ones are alone and that is priceless.

The sun will be here all week. Already too hot for me. Cleaning the back patio on hold due to personal tick alert.

Lovin' ya

Sherry

mine will be off the coast by Doheny...  or Cabo.  Told the boys it's their choice.  Son is going

tonMontery for a wedding in August.  He is excited!  I love the Pacific Coast.

i think of you and prayer for you daily.  I am in awe of you, and your inner strength.  Your COURAGE feeds so many of us here on CSN.

Your determination and love for all of here - makes me cry each and every time I sign on to our boar here.

Continued well wishes, and prayers.

LOVE you MY HERO.

admire you to the moon and back.

Vicki Sam