Why wait?
So I had this epiphany over the weekend, why wait? What was I waiting for?
Saturday, I was just went out for lunch did my usual,lounged and thought
about how great it would be if I was already on the east coast. Then Saturday
night, I thought what to heck?? I have a long weekend coming, all I need is
48 hours to get there and a temporary apartment till I can find my home.
Now it is monday morning and in one day I have sold everything I owned,
leased an apartment, set up phone and cable at the new address but most
important of all.. I feel vibrant, alive and EXCITED!!
So just like that I am leaving THIS weekend! I am throwing all my fears and
worries in the wind and I kind of feel like I am getting a do-over, a brand
new life! So for all of you who worry, there's life after BC, BELIEVE it!
Love,
Ayse
Comments
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You are a true 'Twisted Sister' withoutnatly15 said:Ayse you go girl!! You are
Ayse you go girl!! You are such an inspiration. I cant wait to hear about your life in the "city".
question! I am happy about your 'Epiphany' - mind blowing, isn't it? Everything comes into clear focus, and you know where your next part of your life, and journey is taking you. I am thrilled beyond words ... so so so HAPPY for you, Ayse! You deserve all the best, that life has to offer you -- now, go out and get it!
Your Twisted Sister in Southern California,
Kekee0 -
I am soooooo happy for you!!
I am soooooo happy for you!! Isn't it amazing what we can accomplish once we set our minds to it? I hope the move goes smoothly. And I'd love to set a lunch/dinner date for the next time I'm in NYC.
Big hugs,
Linda0 -
I KNEW you would get it!Gabe N Abby Mom said:I am soooooo happy for you!!
I am soooooo happy for you!! Isn't it amazing what we can accomplish once we set our minds to it? I hope the move goes smoothly. And I'd love to set a lunch/dinner date for the next time I'm in NYC.
Big hugs,
Linda
This is a huge step for me and I knew you would understand.
I think unconsciously I was a little worried to make such a big
move, so shortly after being out of treatment. But I figured I can
sit here and fear what may come or I can simply live.
You are ALL welcome to my home, should you be in the area. I
would love to show you "MY" New York (:
Hugs,
Ayse0 -
Where did you decide on as your new home?aysemari said:I KNEW you would get it!
This is a huge step for me and I knew you would understand.
I think unconsciously I was a little worried to make such a big
move, so shortly after being out of treatment. But I figured I can
sit here and fear what may come or I can simply live.
You are ALL welcome to my home, should you be in the area. I
would love to show you "MY" New York (:
Hugs,
Ayse
Last I knew you were considering CT. PM me once you get settled and I'll treat you to a welcome lunch.
Roseann0 -
You go girl!roseann4 said:Where did you decide on as your new home?
Last I knew you were considering CT. PM me once you get settled and I'll treat you to a welcome lunch.
Roseann
Fantastic! Don't you feel free as a bird?
I wish you a smooth transition and wonderful days ahead....
You're an inspiration......now you can be our Sex in the City pink sister...
Hugs, Nancy0 -
CT is my new homeroseann4 said:Where did you decide on as your new home?
Last I knew you were considering CT. PM me once you get settled and I'll treat you to a welcome lunch.
Roseann
Roseann, that is so sweet of you!!
I can hardly wait. Isn't this sisterhood something amazing?
I feel like I can go ANYWHERE in the country and a kindred
spirit will reach out to me. I am blessed with so many twisted sister (:
Hugs,
Ayse0 -
Way to Go!!!aysemari said:CT is my new home
Roseann, that is so sweet of you!!
I can hardly wait. Isn't this sisterhood something amazing?
I feel like I can go ANYWHERE in the country and a kindred
spirit will reach out to me. I am blessed with so many twisted sister (:
Hugs,
Ayse
Time for a Fresh New Start!!! My prayers are with you through your tranisition.
Good for you to forge ahead!!! Change IS GOOD!!!
You Go Girl!!!
Mitzi ;0)0 -
I am so HAPPY for YOU! Yes,
I am so HAPPY for YOU! Yes, there is LIFE after cancer. You are setting a fine example for we Survivors. When you have a chance, tell us about your new life in New York.
Take care, God bless.
Ines0 -
This about says it all! LOL
Oh Freundin! Ich bin so glücklich für dich. Sind alle Tiere reisen mit dir auch? Ich weiß, du hast ein liebevolles Menagerie, die keinen Zweifel würde Ostküste Wetter für einen Wechsel Liebe, nicht wahr? Bleib in Kontakt, du hast jetzt Kindred Spirits von einem Ende des Landes zum anderen! Herzlichen Glückwunsch zum lebst deinen Traum, ich bin so stolz auf dich!
Yay Yay Yay!
Hugs,
Chen
PS...I forgot to tell you! I went to a Women's Literary Festival and one of the authors, who is a poet and teaches poetry at UCLA quoted from her favorite poet~ one of the poems from the book you sent to me!!!0 -
Ayse, I am so proud of you--living your dream!chenheart said:This about says it all! LOL
Oh Freundin! Ich bin so glücklich für dich. Sind alle Tiere reisen mit dir auch? Ich weiß, du hast ein liebevolles Menagerie, die keinen Zweifel würde Ostküste Wetter für einen Wechsel Liebe, nicht wahr? Bleib in Kontakt, du hast jetzt Kindred Spirits von einem Ende des Landes zum anderen! Herzlichen Glückwunsch zum lebst deinen Traum, ich bin so stolz auf dich!
Yay Yay Yay!
Hugs,
Chen
PS...I forgot to tell you! I went to a Women's Literary Festival and one of the authors, who is a poet and teaches poetry at UCLA quoted from her favorite poet~ one of the poems from the book you sent to me!!!
I knew you were special the moment I met you. I see all wonderful things coming your way. You so deserve it, twisted sister. I'm going to email you--I want to see you and hug you before you leave Phoenix!
Hugs, Renee0 -
Hello I think its great andaysemari said:I KNEW you would get it!
This is a huge step for me and I knew you would understand.
I think unconsciously I was a little worried to make such a big
move, so shortly after being out of treatment. But I figured I can
sit here and fear what may come or I can simply live.
You are ALL welcome to my home, should you be in the area. I
would love to show you "MY" New York (:
Hugs,
Ayse
Hello I think its great and doctors in ny are great should u need but i hope u stay well keep enjoying ur life still i will continue with prayers for all I live very close to nyc so where r u exactly going may know it no fears all cheers for you best wishes in your ne
w home0 -
Claudia dein deutsch ist so gutchenheart said:This about says it all! LOL
Oh Freundin! Ich bin so glücklich für dich. Sind alle Tiere reisen mit dir auch? Ich weiß, du hast ein liebevolles Menagerie, die keinen Zweifel würde Ostküste Wetter für einen Wechsel Liebe, nicht wahr? Bleib in Kontakt, du hast jetzt Kindred Spirits von einem Ende des Landes zum anderen! Herzlichen Glückwunsch zum lebst deinen Traum, ich bin so stolz auf dich!
Yay Yay Yay!
Hugs,
Chen
PS...I forgot to tell you! I went to a Women's Literary Festival and one of the authors, who is a poet and teaches poetry at UCLA quoted from her favorite poet~ one of the poems from the book you sent to me!!!
Vielen dank fuer all warmen wuensche. Ja alle meine monster kommen mit mir. I can't possibly
keep them all, but I hope to find homes for them. I buried one, and that was already too much.
So I am saving as many as I can. So if anyone wants a kitty, I will be en routee with my kitty mobile.. lol
I am so happy that you are enjoying Wislawa Szymborska, I know she has definitely enriched my life.
Ich schaetze deine freundschaft sehr.
Vielen dank Schatzi!
Ayse0 -
I wouldn't dream of leaving without giving you a big old hug!!!missrenee said:Ayse, I am so proud of you--living your dream!
I knew you were special the moment I met you. I see all wonderful things coming your way. You so deserve it, twisted sister. I'm going to email you--I want to see you and hug you before you leave Phoenix!
Hugs, Renee
We are sisters of the special kind after all
Hugs,
Ayse0 -
I saylinpsu said:Yay!
That is so exciting, Ayse! You are such an inspiration! We should all take a lesson from you - when we are thinking of doing something, we need to just go out and DO IT! Hugs, Linda
go go go into your life. Do it NOW. Now is what we've got!
xoxo
Victoria0
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