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Lucy
I am so sorry to hear about your husband. Your post really struck a chord with me when you said "I still cannot believe he has left me alone here", this is the hardest part of having stage 4 cancer for me. I have so much guilt over dying and leaving my wife and cats alone. I apologize to her almost everyday.

Your husband still does, and will always love you. He is at peace now, and he is watching over you with love.

Take care of yourself,

Sandy

He is there
Lucy

Your dear husband is still with you and will be for every moment that you live, whilst he remains in your memory he has not left you alone, he can still answer when you ask him something because you know how he would answer. When you miss him most, sit or lie down, holding a treasured piece of clothing and think of all the good times you had when you were together, this is not painful, it is I suggest how you remain together, how your memories remain strong, how it is not about the bad times.
People say you have to move on, they are often those who have never had to experience it for themselves, you don't have to 'move on', yes you must live and cherish your memories but if the person you most love has gone, remembering them and loving them still is what you deserve.

Be strong, cherish him and live

Gary

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Lucy, I am praying for your comfort in the loss of your husband. Take one day, one minute at a time. Sending you a huge hug. Joyce

My heart goes out to you.
I too lost my husband in July to this F%$#NG monster. I HATE CANCER, what it does to those who have been stricken with it and those who love them. I wish I could say that it will get better. I'm sure it does, but it takes a long time, at least in my experience. I have found that therapy is helping me and I never thought I would be the type to see a therapist.

Just know that he is at peace and that you are not alone. And that there are a lot of wonderful people here to help you through it.

((Hugs))

Kathy