Really Scared - Beginning of the End?

Kimba1505 said:

Finding the balance.
Skipper, you are in a tough spot. You are fighting hard for your husband who has no fight in him right now. In Hal's response he said something that jumped out at me: respect his wishes, and support to you. It seems difficult for you to know what to do. It is unclear what your husband's inactions are saying. I would suggest you ask him to put words to his choices to not act on his treatment options. There is that age old saying "actions speak louder than words". The problem is the actions, or in your husband's case, inactions, are wide open for interpretation. Only he can clarify. With some fluids and nutrition in him he could regain the energy to fight...or at least be clear with you about where he is at and what he wants. In the meantime a prayer has been sent up and I am personally hoping some fluids and calories find you both on some more stable footing.
Best, Kim

KristynRuth86 said:

I'm so sorry you're in this
I'm so sorry you're in this spot honey, I will be praying for you both. Whatever God's will is I pray it's done and you both find yourselves at peace and happy.

debbieg5 said:

understanding
Skipper...so sorry to hear about your husband's condition. I really empathize with you 'cause I think mine is almost in the same state. I've seen several of your posts and your husband sounds very similar to mine. He has ben very stubborn about taking an active part in his treatment from the beginning. I have asked him point blank if he wants to die and he says no. But I think he has gotten so far down, that he has nothing left to fight with. His eyes have a very dark, blank stare. It is so hard to watch someone waste away in front of your eyes. A couple of people who have been through this before with a relative have told me just to do everything nice you can think of for them and show them lots of love. I pray that your husband can regain some strength and help in the hospital.
debbie