Nasty drug reaction

Guys I was having some nerve problems a while back and was taking surplus percocet that was about to expire to cool me down. Believe it or not my nerve problem is over this property line problem we have been fighting for 2 damn months, not over the cancer recurrence. The cancer I can handle.

Well I did not like that idea of tripping out on percocet, so I called my primary doc and asked for something else.

The doc put me on Ativan. 1 mg tab every 8 hours. That put me on my butt, so I cut them in half and only took 1/2 only when needed. For a total of 1mg a day. Hell it worked well. I was sleeping like a baby, but felt weak as hell the next day until about noon.

Then about a week later, I hit bottom big time. Got suicidal to the point of wanting to just go out in the woods and suck on my pistol barrel.

Now you all know I am not wired that way. That was just not me. Talked to the scary old woman about it and we came to believe it had to be the Ativan.

I got off the damn stuff and after about a day off the crap the problem of deep depression went away.

We all react differently to drugs. If you experience something like I went through simply think back to what has changed in you intake.

I am back to my old crude – rude – tactless – socially unacceptable – and positive minded self. Ready, willing and able to kick cancer’s ****.

Kerry