Chemo Grad tomorrow "Hopefully"

Wow can you beleive tomorrow "should" be my last chemo! YEAHHHH!!! I say should be because I have had a thickening on the outside of my left breast around the surgical scar and a one on the inside of my left breast. My Surgical Oncologist and oncologist both have looked at them and said not to worry. However, I want to be sure. I was told last Feb the lump I had was a fibroidadenoma and November 24th I was told it was cancer. I want to be sure this time. I am scheduled for a re-excision on May 14th due to having Clear but Close margins. I want clear and far away margins. The re-excision is my decision. It is frustrating how different Drs have different opinions. Some say I am making the right decision, I think my Dr really doesn't think it is necessary, but it is MY BODY and I am taking Charge. They are scheduling me for an ultrasound to see what it going on. I think it is for my ease of mind. After knowing that I had cancer for almost a year before it was diagnosed, even with Mamograms, FNB, ultrasounds. I am not waiting around to see. I told my Dr that I had NO FAITH in FNB any more. My mammogram came back fine last year, two FNB came back fine, Ultra sounds came back fine. It wasnt until we decided to take the lump out regardless that the last FNB was done which led to a core biopsy which led to the cancer diagnosis. I have to say that I am nervous. My prayer is that it is just fluid and I can get on with my surgery and then radiation. I have done really well so far with the Chemo. We will see how radiation goes.
I will be on tomoxofin or the drug for post- menopausal women once the Surgical Onc, and the Med Onc, and my Gyn, can agree which one I should take.

As I read many posts I realize just how blessed I am to not have had the complications some of you have endured. As I read them, it breaks my heart and yet gives me courage. I pray for my warrior sisters and brothers, and am sad to see any new ones that have to find this site. please forgive me that I dont respond often, it is not that I dont read the posts, and pray for all of you. Sometimes I just dont know what to say since either my treatment is different or I have not expereinced what some of you are. I wanted to do the relay for life on May 15th , but that will be the day after my surgery.

Please keep me in your prayers that the lumps are no more that fluid build up. Hopefully I will be a chemo grad tomorrow.

hugs and prayers to all of you! Thank you for being there for me no matter how petty my issues have been. God Bless each of you!

Becky