down today:(

Buzzard said:

Put your husband on the line here.......
First of all is hubbys name Chris ? OK, tell him that the next time anyone says anything negative about his diagnosis or prognosis tell him to just say...You and I have a different idea of where cancer will take me, cancer is going to take me to new heights in my life where the sun always shines and where I can appreciate every little detail where before I was only passing it all by. Cancer has slowed me down to where even you maam can't defray what I have learned during this journey, and I have to much to share to allow cancer to take over my life, much less take my life. So actually my life has just begun again, and with a closer eye to detail that only a near death experience could possibly bring to anyone. Melanie and Chris, I wouldn't say this if I really didn't think it true. At the end of a year from the moment of diagnosis to the final chemo treatment, you both will go through an enormous amount of strain, but at the end of that year cancer will be behind you and you new normal will start. It will happen, never lose faith, it will happen, just wait and see what I say...Your Buddy, Buzz