I missed you

rjjj
rjjj Member Posts: 1,822 Member
edited March 2014 in Breast Cancer #1
I have been away doing rads, i have missed you all so much, I am trying to keep up but, i think12/25 will have to put it in a nutshell for me!! I can only say that there is a connection here that is hard to explain, I have had a angel pop in on me in my deepest despair (Moopy) and words written from you all that came straight from your heart to mine. I don't know why but the unexplainable friendship and love i feel here, means so much to me and i miss you all when i am away, i am doing great rads are a breeze.. and i have met the nicest people through the worst circumstances. i think God chooses a few of us to "live like we were dying" my eyes are open now, memories flood my brain (happy only) and my love for you all is real you are my sisters (and brothers). Jackie
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  • Akiss4me
    Akiss4me Member Posts: 2,188
    smiles...
    Jackie, Glad to hear rads is going well for you. I'm going to steal your quote for my journal....it inspires me. Keep us posted!! :) Pammy
  • sausageroll
    sausageroll Member Posts: 415
    Akiss4me said:

    smiles...
    Jackie, Glad to hear rads is going well for you. I'm going to steal your quote for my journal....it inspires me. Keep us posted!! :) Pammy

    Good for you!
    I'm glad rads are going well. I start mine next week.

    Your attitude is great and this will be over before you know it.

    Thinking of you.
  • Moopy23
    Moopy23 Member Posts: 1,751 Member
    Dear friend and sister, I am
    Dear friend and sister, I am so relieved and grateful that rads are going well and you are better than OK in Billings. Of course, I knew you would make new friends wherever you go; that is just who you are.

    As for me, my other sister Jackie can tell you stories that might make you wonder about how angelic I am! Even so, I am glad I was there for you--as you and our sisters in pink have been and continue to be for me and and you and each other.

    Now have a great weekend at home! Hello to Bob, and aarf to Tootsie.
  • Moopy23
    Moopy23 Member Posts: 1,751 Member

    Good for you!
    I'm glad rads are going well. I start mine next week.

    Your attitude is great and this will be over before you know it.

    Thinking of you.

    Sausage
    Hi, I, read your post, and I am excited for you--rads next week! Please keep us posted. Everyone says rads are SO much easier than chemo. Isn't that great to know? Take care, and I hope the B6 is helping this time.
  • Kat11
    Kat11 Member Posts: 1,931 Member
    Jackie
    What a beautiful statement. I am not glad to have this Cancer, but I am glad to have met you, all of you.
    Kathy
  • Christmas Girl
    Christmas Girl Member Posts: 3,682 Member
    Our dear Jackie...
    While in Billings, you are missed here - by us - at least as much as you miss us!

    Am so glad that rads are going well for you. Really happy you've already made new friends during the process - which, of course, is not surprising to me at all! :-)

    I hope you're standing on a nearby shore, fishing pole in hand, with Tootsie running around alongside! Enjoy your weekend, dear Jackie.

    Kind regards, Susan

    P.S.: Marcia started a thread just a few days ago, titled something like: "How long does it take to make a friend"... Many members posted, all expressing your same feelings, in their own unique ways. It's a good one, worth searching for and reading.
  • Jeanne D
    Jeanne D Member Posts: 1,867
    Dear sweet Jackie
    You have been missed here by all of us too! It is amazing, isn't it, how we can become so close, so bonded, so much of each other's lives thru the connection of bc and being on this site. Being a bc survivor does put you in the club of pink ribbons. But, what a wonderful club it is. It is where you can tell your deepest and darkest fears and someone will understand. Or, you can tell how such a small thing as seeing a smile on a childs face lit up your heart. We can share anything and be understood by someone. How lucky we are for that!

    I am so happy to hear your radiation is going so well for you. How many have you had now? I pray that you have no problems at all! I hope you are getting a lot of rest too. I know it has been difficult for you to be away from home during the week, but, think of it as going home on the weekend and having a date with your hubby! lol Could be interesting! (wink)

    Welcome home Jackie and I don't mean to Montana! Love, Jeanne
  • rjjj
    rjjj Member Posts: 1,822 Member
    Jeanne D said:

    Dear sweet Jackie
    You have been missed here by all of us too! It is amazing, isn't it, how we can become so close, so bonded, so much of each other's lives thru the connection of bc and being on this site. Being a bc survivor does put you in the club of pink ribbons. But, what a wonderful club it is. It is where you can tell your deepest and darkest fears and someone will understand. Or, you can tell how such a small thing as seeing a smile on a childs face lit up your heart. We can share anything and be understood by someone. How lucky we are for that!

    I am so happy to hear your radiation is going so well for you. How many have you had now? I pray that you have no problems at all! I hope you are getting a lot of rest too. I know it has been difficult for you to be away from home during the week, but, think of it as going home on the weekend and having a date with your hubby! lol Could be interesting! (wink)

    Welcome home Jackie and I don't mean to Montana! Love, Jeanne

    well put Jeanne
    Your words touched my heart. This is exactly how I feel about you all.

    I have had 6 treatments now, and i have been using their samples of aquafor but it is greasy it can ruin your clothes, so I put that on only at night and alovera in the day. The lady i ride the cancer van with, just had bad burning on her neck, she said she hadn't thought to lotion there..but has been in the breast area..so no break-down their.. so i guess the lotioning does help, although i hadn't thought about the neck either. This week i will be staying at the Holiday Inn ( The ACS has been absolutely wonderful..in finding me places to stay (and nice Ones), rides to all apt.s and treatments. They have really taken such good care of me, and i am soooooooo grateful! I have met some really cool people.

    Yet as i said before there is no place like home and back in my hubbies arms at night. (wink), We have become closer through all of this ..it makes us appreciate each other more..when i do get home. and I appreciate you all so much more than I can say.

    Thank you all for such a loving welcome home..and Moopy i bet Joe would agree..that you ARE TO AN ANGEL!!
    Love to you all
    Jackie
  • Kristin N
    Kristin N Member Posts: 1,968 Member
    rjjj said:

    well put Jeanne
    Your words touched my heart. This is exactly how I feel about you all.

    I have had 6 treatments now, and i have been using their samples of aquafor but it is greasy it can ruin your clothes, so I put that on only at night and alovera in the day. The lady i ride the cancer van with, just had bad burning on her neck, she said she hadn't thought to lotion there..but has been in the breast area..so no break-down their.. so i guess the lotioning does help, although i hadn't thought about the neck either. This week i will be staying at the Holiday Inn ( The ACS has been absolutely wonderful..in finding me places to stay (and nice Ones), rides to all apt.s and treatments. They have really taken such good care of me, and i am soooooooo grateful! I have met some really cool people.

    Yet as i said before there is no place like home and back in my hubbies arms at night. (wink), We have become closer through all of this ..it makes us appreciate each other more..when i do get home. and I appreciate you all so much more than I can say.

    Thank you all for such a loving welcome home..and Moopy i bet Joe would agree..that you ARE TO AN ANGEL!!
    Love to you all
    Jackie

    Welcome back Jackie! It is
    Welcome back Jackie! It is so good to see you posting on here again. I have missed you. I am glad that your radiation is going well for you. I finished my rads and am looking forward to healing now. Have a great weekend with your family!
  • rjjj
    rjjj Member Posts: 1,822 Member

    Good for you!
    I'm glad rads are going well. I start mine next week.

    Your attitude is great and this will be over before you know it.

    Thinking of you.

    Sausage
    Good luck next week with your rads. Let us know how it all goes. So far so good for me (but i have only had 6). It seems so easy compared to chemo. My best to you
    hugs jackie
  • rjjj
    rjjj Member Posts: 1,822 Member
    Kristin N said:

    Welcome back Jackie! It is
    Welcome back Jackie! It is so good to see you posting on here again. I have missed you. I am glad that your radiation is going well for you. I finished my rads and am looking forward to healing now. Have a great weekend with your family!

    I missed you too!
    I will have a great weekend, I'm trying to get up enough energy to help Bob put my Garden in. congrats on finishing your rads. Did you get burned? I hope you heal up real fast!
    Hugs, Jackie
  • outdoorgirl
    outdoorgirl Member Posts: 1,565
    rjjj said:

    well put Jeanne
    Your words touched my heart. This is exactly how I feel about you all.

    I have had 6 treatments now, and i have been using their samples of aquafor but it is greasy it can ruin your clothes, so I put that on only at night and alovera in the day. The lady i ride the cancer van with, just had bad burning on her neck, she said she hadn't thought to lotion there..but has been in the breast area..so no break-down their.. so i guess the lotioning does help, although i hadn't thought about the neck either. This week i will be staying at the Holiday Inn ( The ACS has been absolutely wonderful..in finding me places to stay (and nice Ones), rides to all apt.s and treatments. They have really taken such good care of me, and i am soooooooo grateful! I have met some really cool people.

    Yet as i said before there is no place like home and back in my hubbies arms at night. (wink), We have become closer through all of this ..it makes us appreciate each other more..when i do get home. and I appreciate you all so much more than I can say.

    Thank you all for such a loving welcome home..and Moopy i bet Joe would agree..that you ARE TO AN ANGEL!!
    Love to you all
    Jackie

    Jackie,
    There is a friendship here. A bond that only we who are going through and have been through and our caregivers understand.
    Glad that things are going well for you!
  • Kristin N
    Kristin N Member Posts: 1,968 Member
    rjjj said:

    I missed you too!
    I will have a great weekend, I'm trying to get up enough energy to help Bob put my Garden in. congrats on finishing your rads. Did you get burned? I hope you heal up real fast!
    Hugs, Jackie

    Yes, I did get burnt, not
    Yes, I did get burnt, not bad, but burnt. I got worse after they were done. lol But, they had warned me that it might happen, so, I wasn't super surprised. Just glad they are done. My radiation oncologist told me to take it easy and to still use the cremes. So, I guess it takes awhile after they are even done for them to not affect you. Thanks for your good wishes. I hope you do great!

    image

    p.s. i read somewhere where some oncologist's are just using 3 weeks of rads, but, i think it is a trial thing. not sure if i would want to just have 3 and that to not be enough. interesting though.
  • Christmas Girl
    Christmas Girl Member Posts: 3,682 Member

    Good for you!
    I'm glad rads are going well. I start mine next week.

    Your attitude is great and this will be over before you know it.

    Thinking of you.

    sausageroll...
    Best of luck to you with your upcoming rads. Most importantly, hoping for successful treatment - that's the purpose!

    Kind regards, Susan
  • Kylez
    Kylez Member Posts: 3,761 Member
    Moopy23 said:

    Sausage
    Hi, I, read your post, and I am excited for you--rads next week! Please keep us posted. Everyone says rads are SO much easier than chemo. Isn't that great to know? Take care, and I hope the B6 is helping this time.

    Good luck with your rads
    Good luck with your rads Moopy. Rads are easier than chemo, but, not a piece of cake either.
  • cats_toy
    cats_toy Member Posts: 1,462 Member
    Jackie
    So glad everything is going well for you so far.
    Keep us posted and take care!

    Cat
  • Alexis F
    Alexis F Member Posts: 3,598
    So glad that you are home
    So glad that you are home and enjoying your family. And, glad that rads are going well for you. Enjoy your time at home!
  • rjjj
    rjjj Member Posts: 1,822 Member
    Kristin N said:

    Yes, I did get burnt, not
    Yes, I did get burnt, not bad, but burnt. I got worse after they were done. lol But, they had warned me that it might happen, so, I wasn't super surprised. Just glad they are done. My radiation oncologist told me to take it easy and to still use the cremes. So, I guess it takes awhile after they are even done for them to not affect you. Thanks for your good wishes. I hope you do great!

    image

    p.s. i read somewhere where some oncologist's are just using 3 weeks of rads, but, i think it is a trial thing. not sure if i would want to just have 3 and that to not be enough. interesting though.

    How long before it goes away?
    just wondering how long it is before you start to heal after a burn? A lady I ride with didn't lotion her neck and was very surprised when that is where she burned. I also didn't think of this. So it is a good lesson for me to also include the neck (node) area when you grease up!! love, Jackie
  • rjjj
    rjjj Member Posts: 1,822 Member
    Alexis F said:

    So glad that you are home
    So glad that you are home and enjoying your family. And, glad that rads are going well for you. Enjoy your time at home!

    Outdoor girl, Cat, and Alexis
    Thank you for all your good thoughts, I will be keeping in touch with any Rad secrets I learn. The weekend went to fast..and i will be heading back to Billings first thing tomorrow morning. Monday will be busy as I am also going to a lymphedmia specialist. I will also share info from that. I love you all
    Hugs Jackie
  • rjjj
    rjjj Member Posts: 1,822 Member
    Kat11 said:

    Jackie
    What a beautiful statement. I am not glad to have this Cancer, but I am glad to have met you, all of you.
    Kathy

    glad to have met you also
    I'm not quite sure what i would do without all the love and support/comfort i recieve here. I am so grateful.
    Hugs,
    Jackie