How do I help my husband cope with his anger?

zahalene said:

'burning bridges'....
That phrase brings this thought to my mind: Perhaps your husband (possibly unconsciously) is trying to distance himself from people in his life so that the separation, when it comes, will not be so wrenching. He may feel that if he generates enough negative 'vibes' everyone will not be too crushed to see him go.
However, there could be (and probably are) several other factors involved in his anger. Medications, for example, can wreck huge destruction with our coping mechanisms sometimes. And sometimes anger IS a coping mechanism which may help deflect our focus from what we see as the inevitable.
At any rate, what you describe is not at all unusual and any good trained professional should be able to help you and your husband, if he is willing to seek help, manage the future more comfortably. If he is not willing, I strongly suggest that you get help on your own.
And by the way, you can not force anyone else to 'forgive and forget'. All you can do is encourage them to extend grace to your husband, which we all need at one time (some of us many times) or other.

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akBetty. One step at a time here. Look back to when this new behavior started and try to remember if any new drugs were put into use. Three days into Neurontin and I had no control over anything I did. I had the whole world mad at me and could of killed someone with no remorse. My wife called my doctor and we never used the drug again. A normal person can take Nyquil and sleep. I take it and stay awake for three days. All of our brains are not wired the same so its something to look at. I also agree with zahalene as many of us that once thought we were going to pass on went through this phase. I thought about getting my own place so I would not drag my family down with me or be a bother to anyone. Pain is a huge issue as the frustration and anxiety builds and someone who is close becomes the outlet. So you might want to call the Oncologist, a counselor or pain management doctor to sort this out. It took a month and lots of explaining for people to realize what happened to me. I was very blessed to have friends that understood why I went crazy. Keep looking for answers. Slickwilly

akbetty said:

Zahalene and slickwilly
Thank you for responding. Zahalene, I especially want to thank you for reminding me that I can't force anyone to forgive and forget. I've never been a control freak in the past, but since I've been helping my husband with his cancer battle, I've taken on this attitude that I've got to manage everything and everyone. I liked what you said about hoping others can "extend grace." I hope with all my heart that can happen, but ultimately I can't control it.
Slickwilly, you have helped me before. Thanks once again for your words of wisdom. I did what you said and thought about any changes going on, and I finally decided the problem could be coming from anxiety about his scans next week. These will be his first tests in several months and I know he's worried the results won't be good. I don't judge him for being anxious or angry. I just feel so protective of him, and I don't want anyone to think badly about him. Once again, I can't control everything! Thanks again to both of you,
Betty

akbetty
I think you figured out your own problem. All of us go through anxiety before scans. Be it during cancer or after. I was not a great person to be around for a couple weeks before any scans as they always seemed to be bad news. My doctors finally realized that making me wait for an appointment was not such a good idea and would call me the minute results came in. Its so hard being a caregiver and playing guessing games at times. I know its frustrating. People that have not been through this really don't understand the emotional toll. I hope your getting some needed breaks. All you can do is talk to people and hope they understand what your husband is dealing with. But we cannot control everything as you say. And the primary mission here is your husband's care. Bless you Slickwilly