Update on Hans...

KathiM
KathiM Member Posts: 8,028 Member
edited March 2014 in Breast Cancer #1
Hans is taking a nap right now, so I have a few minutes.

He is definately mentally damaged. His words. He has to look at the callendar to figure out what day it is. Small things mainly, mostly short term memory stuff. But, he realizes he is in trouble, and so he is doing things to exercise his brain. He gets frustrated, and yells (usually at me), but I am trying hard to grin and bear it.

His pneumonia (from the intubation) is almost gone, and the gashes (!) in his legs and back are healing. There were many, many things done wrong during his stay, including a cardiac fellow (read grown-up resident) who shocked him 3 times, in front of me, flat-lined him the last time. And did it without a medical release, or an order from anyone.

I needed to analyze (you know me...lol!) why I constantly wanted just to run away. I actually did a few times in the hospital, but only to the cafe for a cup of coffee. His behaviors reminded me of my daughter's at the start of her mental illness. And we all know how badly THAT turned out! So, now that I understand my response, it's easier to curb it.

We are facing another procedure on Tuesday, but will not do it without him being better than he is today. This time, it is in the hospital where he is on staff, so it will be more like home. It is not even supposed to require a stay overnight. BUT I will NOT take him home if there is ANY question to his safety...I don't want him coding again, at HOME!

Thank you, again, for all of your support...my fellow sisters!

All of my love, Kathi

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  • cruf
    cruf Member Posts: 908
    #2
    I'm so sorry
    Kathi! I'm so sorry you and Hans have to go thru all this! Hopefully, with time, his mind will improve. Sounds like he had a mild stroke from oxygen deprivation and it affected his memory. Hopefully, this will clear up with time. Does he have any weakness in his arms or legs? What at the "slashes" from? Doesn't sound very good! I just want you to know that my thoughts are prayers are with you and Hans and I pray that he can have the next procedure next week and has a much easier time. <<<<HUGS>>>>> Cathy
  • creampuff91344
    creampuff91344 Member Posts: 988
    #3
    cruf said:

    I'm so sorry
    Kathi! I'm so sorry you and Hans have to go thru all this! Hopefully, with time, his mind will improve. Sounds like he had a mild stroke from oxygen deprivation and it affected his memory. Hopefully, this will clear up with time. Does he have any weakness in his arms or legs? What at the "slashes" from? Doesn't sound very good! I just want you to know that my thoughts are prayers are with you and Hans and I pray that he can have the next procedure next week and has a much easier time. <<<<HUGS>>>>> Cathy

    Kathi, I am so sorry to hear
    Kathi, I am so sorry to hear of these problems. We never know how procedures are going to go, and with his medical knowledge, he is probably more acutely aware of his problems. You two continue to be in my prayers, and as this next procedure approaches I will be thinking strongly of you both. Keep us posted, and know that you have lots of people sending prayers your way. Hugs.

    Judy
  • chenheart
    chenheart Member Posts: 5,159
    #4
    OMG
    Wow, sweet Kathi~ you 2 have been through the wringer, haven't you?? Of course I hope that the mental exercises do the trick, and his short term will be revived. Even when you know why, being yelled at is painful. So, ((((((HUGS))))))) to you, Kathi.

    I will have to go back and read your original post; I didn't recall reading about leg and back gashes, but I'm gald they're healing.

    That this is happening to both of you, and bringing back other unhappy memories only exacerbates a difficult situation, I am sure.

    No doubt he will be treated better at his home hospital; please keep us updated when you can.

    We love you!

    Hugs to you and Hans,
    Claudia
  • Marcia527
    Marcia527 Member Posts: 2,729
    #5
    It's always something it
    It's always something it seems but I hope the worst is over. Sending hugs your way.
  • tasha_111
    tasha_111 Member Posts: 2,072
    #6
    Marcia527 said:

    It's always something it
    It's always something it seems but I hope the worst is over. Sending hugs your way.

    Oh Dear
    I'm going through some stuff that links me to you at the moment........My Hubby Chuck is a lifelong paranoid schitzophrenic......I'ts very hard to deal with............ Hugs Jxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • chriss26
    chriss26 Member Posts: 18
    #7
    Kathi, I hope you recieve
    Kathi, I hope you recieve some relief soon. You sure do deserve it.
    God Bless You! Chris
  • phoenixrising
    phoenixrising Member Posts: 1,508
    #8
    I understand the stress,
    I understand the stress, worry and anxiety you are feeling right now. YOu are probably wise in overseeing his tx and I hope you get your old Hans back real soon. Know I'm sending you tons of hugs and warm wishes that all works out well.
    love
    jan
  • Cindy54
    Cindy54 Member Posts: 452
    #9
    For You
    Hugs and prayers coming your way. I hope that you can stay strong and that Hans continues to heal. And fully heal. Cindy
  • Moopy23
    Moopy23 Member Posts: 1,751 Member
    #10
    Our prayers are with you and Hans
    Joe and I both hope and pray that Hans's neurological issues are only temporary and that his next procedure goes well too. Being in his home hospital should make all the difference for both him and you. Thanks for keeping us all posted, and remember to take care of yourself as best you can.

    Moopy
  • ohilly
    ohilly Member Posts: 441
    #11
    you're in my thoughts
    Kathi, just wanted to let you know that you and Hans are in my thoughts.

    I'll say a prayer for you both.

    Hugs,

    Ohilly
  • rjjj
    rjjj Member Posts: 1,822 Member
    #12
    You are in my prayers
    May God surround you both and give you strength. Bless your heart for the loving care you give Hans. I know how hard this must be for you. Keep the faith.
    love
    Jackie
  • GreeneyedGirl
    GreeneyedGirl Member Posts: 1,077
    #13
    rjjj said:

    You are in my prayers
    May God surround you both and give you strength. Bless your heart for the loving care you give Hans. I know how hard this must be for you. Keep the faith.
    love
    Jackie

    stay strong
    and do run for a respite cup of coffee if needed. quiet moments of personal sanity are valuable to our soul. i had been the caregiver to my mom, and it was very rewarding, challenging and crazy at times.
    prayers for you our sweet kathi~
    M
  • mimivac
    mimivac Member Posts: 2,143 Member
    #14
    Thank you for udating us, Kathi
    I am glad that Hans was fit enough to leave the hospital, and hope with all my heart that all the memory and neurological problems will clear up in time. I am sorry you are both having to go though all this. And all the memories of your late daughter must be heartbreaking. My thoughts are with you, Kathi. I wish there was something we could do besides write. We love you, Kathi.

    Mimi
  • lynn1950
    lynn1950 Member Posts: 2,570
    #15
    My thoughts and prayers are with you
    Going through a severe illness has helped me realize much more deeply how precious loved ones are to one another. So this new struggle must feel that much more searing. My very best wishes and prayers for strength to you. Love, Lynn
  • tgf
    tgf Member Posts: 950 Member
    #16
    Thinking of you Kathi
    I've been checking the posts quite often hoping for an update on Hans' condition ... and was sorry to read what the two of you are facing now. I can only imagine how frustrating it must be for both of you. Hopefully the "storm" is over and there are only rainbows in your future. You two deserve some sunshine in your lives.

    We are all wishing you the best ... and we are all here for you. Please drop us a note on the situation.

    Hugs,
    Teena
  • mmontero38
    mmontero38 Member Posts: 1,510
    #17
    Hey Kathi, so sorry you guys
    Hey Kathi, so sorry you guys are going through this. Hans must be having an especially hard time as he is very aware of what's going on. You know they say that doctors are the worst patients. I am praying his memory loss is temporary and have him do crosswords and sudoku puzzles as those stimulate the brain cells. I hope his next procedure goes much smoother and don't bring him home if there is any doubt that he is no 100% ok from the procedure. Thinking and praying for you both. Hugs, Lili
  • Eil4186
    Eil4186 Member Posts: 949
    #18
    Kathi I will be thinking and
    Kathi I will be thinking and praying for you both.

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