Late Posting Of Unusual Incident

Just got back on and never noticed all the messages sent to Me to talk.  And again if could cry would be shedding teares to the hell these damn Treatments damage have caused so many.  I mean tears.  Hurts My heart that Drs just won't learn Rads are no good for throats.  I'll thru this in on small cancer spot & 2 Chemo drugs not needed.  Thought so much for tiny spot but so many had more done to them you seem to hear a lot about the ones who did well, guess better body health but almost cried for Commercial regarding 40s to take for HPV, shot my daughter got that 1 doesn't want to end up like Me.  What got Me what I've said from beginning if not broke don't fix it.  Having it 3 yrs before DX never changed or bothered Me & in Commercial said people with HPV can often cure it themselves.  What's the difference if I knew and just let body do it things, goes good a few more yrs than blew up in My face & died at least could have gone out enjoying last of my life living and died happy and family remember fun Lisa, happy Lisa not dying slowly crabby Lisa.  So what would have made a difference.  Didn't need to know, should have walked, so full of energy & happy is better than dying slowly.  so many with multi problems worse than Me but 1 thing in common seems to be throat closing, can't eat, can't drink, can't breath & this was often many, many yrs and living more miserable.  All radiation induced.  Every story the same........hense the tears.  All that starting now.  Top of cake, hade 5 yr last Chemo vist and PA came in Went over a few things than as she said go bye I asked Am I seeing him 1 last time in person. Glad was hoping not to have to face Me.  He's gotta know he screwed Me up & hearing you having problems breathing scares Me just to many with either too much from lungs comes out and sticks like concrete to throat & narrows it.  Too many problems..........just stop with Rads.  I know a couple of woman electing breast removal than Rads.  I worrry for you tho seems inevitable your throat will close up due to Rad damage & FT often for life.  Why?  Come on  Dr Politicians lie to Us some more with broken promises, mis- information, money what ever can't seem to avoid it.  Wish I would have walked & taken my chance since throat Cancer IS a game of chance.  Will you or not.  Appears many from way in past do better than Us now.  Your not learning just like Government just in it for yourselves.  Saddens Me.  My saying always will be Cancer doesn't kill you, money making treatments do.  To you & everyone good luck ???. Lisa

Any new news.  Your scaring Me......Daisy lisa

Oh I am so happy to hear.  After receiving so many massages from past & current Forum member all small symptoms sounded like yours so Suz is not special or unique & either am I but not as many internal systems but all had traces or had to go further and many complications + FT for life it's scary.  Guess more & damage raising its ugly head.  It Oct & so much about breast Cancer so someone sharing their journey.  Think Throat Cancer Month if Feb or March they usually announce it beginning of month, last you see or hear about it.  So that form of Cancer that causes so much damage internal & external gets NO help, donations, or support not to mention research for better treatments.  Find that so sad.  One of the worse & rising & nothing.  No wonder so much damage still in dark ages with barbaric measures treatments especially HPV & it rising fast due to ignorance by people& Drs.  Talk with people have no clue what HPV that causes more different Cancers also like Ovarian.  How horribly sad.  Just glad your OK.  Please stay that way, yourtoo kind, sweet, & caring.  Big hugs to NED.  Didn't get Me usual throat into chest scan with dye & had to get appointment at a hospital down this way.  My Insurance but celebrated my Birthday (64) so 1 more yr & more treatments will open up.   Whoooohooo