my recent obsevations/thoughts

foxhd
foxhd Member Posts: 3,181 Member
in Kidney Cancer #1

As sick as I get on occaision, it's incredible what I can tolerate.  I'm still here despite some serious hits. I have gotten pretty damn good at identifying variances from my new normal and making adjustments so things do not get acutely out of control. Every day I need to adjust BP meds. I bottom out often but go off the chart when I'm in pain. Cabo also has to be skipped often to avoid complications. Poly neuropathies I have to deal with. A cost of doing business. For almost everyone here afraid of their future, I live it. Every day. I know where it is going. Therefore I have no fear of it. The other good news is that I have no interest in dying so I am able to enjoy every day without the burden. The song is in my head but it is mostly white noise to me now. I don't have to pay attention.

I hope everyone can face 2018 with a plan in place. Deal with the issues presented and never waste another moment worrying. It is never recoverable. Learn positive thinking. You may not live longer but the karma lives for everyone. How do you want to be remembered? It will be forever.

 

 

 

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  • Tapman63
    Tapman63 Member Posts: 137 Member
    #2
    foxhd...

    You are the man.  That is all....

    Finding that 'zone' is the hardest thing for me to do, and I'm not even deep into this new world.  You keep on plugging...you're an inspriation to us all.

  • CRashster
    CRashster Member Posts: 241 Member
    edited January 2018 #3
    I confess.

    I worry. Not about cancer or death, but living. Mostly about family. Making sure everythings ok. You, sir, are farther down the road then me. Lifewise and cancer wise. I have my moments and I enjoy them. One day, I'll get smart and enjoy every moment. I know cancer with shorten my trip and I accecpt that. I just need to learn more how to enjoy it. Thank you for posting this. As far as my song, it still plays.

  • stevez
    stevez Member Posts: 51
    #4
    Thanks!

    Thanks Fox for your wonderful message of living life as we have it, while we have it.  God Bless you and thanks for your encouragement to all.  

  • tango xray
    tango xray Member Posts: 26
    edited January 2018 #5

    Thank you for the reminder Fox! 

    We should make the most of each day regardless of our diagnosis ;-)

     

  • daisybud
    daisybud Member Posts: 541 Member
    #6
    Fox

    You are an amazing strong man.  You have a way with words that's a gift to the rest of us!  I never know exactly what to say but you always do. ;)

    Kim

  • APny
    APny Member Posts: 1,995 Member
    #7
    Kim said it best: "I never

    Kim said it best: "I never know exactly what to say you always do." And yes, you do!

  • icemantoo
    icemantoo Member Posts: 3,361 Member
    #8
    You are

    Fox,

     

    You are an inspiration to those who have challanges in their way. Keep it up.

     

     

    Icemantoo

  • BoondockSaint
    BoondockSaint Member Posts: 242 Member
    #9
    I've said it before but it

    I've said it before but it bears repeating.....

    You are like a Lighthouse. 

  • marosa
    marosa Member Posts: 334 Member
    edited January 2018 #10
    You have touched so many lives

    in such positive ways!   You are for me one of those people one comes to cross in life who make a big mark on it.  May you always receive back and multiplied all that you give. My admiration and love to you Fox.

  • Wehavenotimeatall
    Wehavenotimeatall Member Posts: 488 Member
    #11
    Yeah Foxy

    Can’t tell you how much my heart  lifts when I see one of your posts.

    Strength

    Bravery

    Humour

    Intelligent

    and a heart as big  as Texas

    You got it all baby

     

    Never will reach your benchmark but I look up to you every day

    Love and Kisses

    Annie

     

  • rhominator
    rhominator Member Posts: 233 Member
    #12
    Thanks Fox

    Thanks Fox

  • Steve.Adam
    Steve.Adam Member Posts: 463 Member
    #13
    Experience

    Hi fox,

    I'm part of your fan club too.  I often see how your unique experience is helpful to people here.

    Sometimes when people need advice your response nails it. Right on target.

    Now I have a question... Why do people love Harleys so much?

    Steve.

  • foxhd
    foxhd Member Posts: 3,181 Member
    #14
    I want for everyone

    to know that they can be tougher than they ever imagined. Have confidence that you are giving your best. If not, now is time to address character. We all could use self improvement.

    I've wondered how many people afraid of nephrectomy or over exposure to radiation are overweight, smoke, drink, do drugs, and have never exercised a day in their life. Now they pray for miracles. The odds are not in their favor. I know these people exist but don't remember anyone ever mentioning it. But there are clues. It is like lear ning to read what is not written in a medical record to to know the real truth. I hope everyone facing this disease has respected their bodies. It is a necessary tool when the game is on.

    And for all, especially Annissa. I am very proud of how I've lived and dealt with my cancer. It's as if I've trained for this my entire life. But I am not the rock. I need everyone here. You all are my support group. My family. Coming here is my therapy. Karma includes the peace and serentity that keeps me from going  insane. How else would you explain 3100 posts?

    FLY                                 fox loves you

  • foroughsh
    foroughsh Member Posts: 779 Member
    #15
    This road is tough but you're
    This road is tough but you're a wonderful rider, you go forward each and every day although it's not easy to do it, and as an observer I learn from you.
    Every day is a gift which can be really amazing or disappointing. But I want to wish good luck in everything that happens in your life
    Forough
  • ImNotDeadYet
    ImNotDeadYet Member Posts: 244
    #16
    Thank you, Fox

    You truly inspire me to have the strength to face this head - on, and you help me remember the importance of perspective.

    Gary

  • Mighty Frog
    Mighty Frog Member Posts: 152 Member
    #17
    Thank you SO MUCH! Fox

    Yeh! U got me, FOX...... Recently been through alots of thinking and worries in my head... after reading your post..... Well, I'm ALIVE alot now........ TQvm Fox! Keep it up! 

  • Pandabear1011
    Pandabear1011 Member Posts: 123 Member
    #18
    Foxy, Your post is everything

    Foxy, Your post is everything!! You inspire me!! Big Hugs from Panda...<3

  • AnnissaP
    AnnissaP Member Posts: 632 Member
    #19
    foxhd said:

    I want for everyone

    to know that they can be tougher than they ever imagined. Have confidence that you are giving your best. If not, now is time to address character. We all could use self improvement.

    I've wondered how many people afraid of nephrectomy or over exposure to radiation are overweight, smoke, drink, do drugs, and have never exercised a day in their life. Now they pray for miracles. The odds are not in their favor. I know these people exist but don't remember anyone ever mentioning it. But there are clues. It is like lear ning to read what is not written in a medical record to to know the real truth. I hope everyone facing this disease has respected their bodies. It is a necessary tool when the game is on.

    And for all, especially Annissa. I am very proud of how I've lived and dealt with my cancer. It's as if I've trained for this my entire life. But I am not the rock. I need everyone here. You all are my support group. My family. Coming here is my therapy. Karma includes the peace and serentity that keeps me from going  insane. How else would you explain 3100 posts?

    FLY                                 fox loves you

    Fox, my friend. If not many

    Fox, my friend. If not many prople in your private life have told you this, I will. You have wisdom and great character. Your posts stand out and are different from all others. You find the strength you need each day as if there is no question...You are going to live it to the fullest. I always say we have 2 choices: fight or die. You refuse to quit. And yes, it seems as though life has prepared you for this moment. What I truly appreciate is all of the thought and personal feeling you put in to each and every post. You write everything for a purpose. On purpose. You speak the truth (even in what you just wrote about some people's lifestyles). We need you around here so please keep on keepin on my friend!!!!

  • Wehavenotimeatall
    Wehavenotimeatall Member Posts: 488 Member
    #20
    BTW

    We are all hoping for a miracle

    no distinction there and I would never judge another person

    Annie

  • rhominator
    rhominator Member Posts: 233 Member
    #21
    foxhd said:

    I want for everyone

    to know that they can be tougher than they ever imagined. Have confidence that you are giving your best. If not, now is time to address character. We all could use self improvement.

    I've wondered how many people afraid of nephrectomy or over exposure to radiation are overweight, smoke, drink, do drugs, and have never exercised a day in their life. Now they pray for miracles. The odds are not in their favor. I know these people exist but don't remember anyone ever mentioning it. But there are clues. It is like lear ning to read what is not written in a medical record to to know the real truth. I hope everyone facing this disease has respected their bodies. It is a necessary tool when the game is on.

    And for all, especially Annissa. I am very proud of how I've lived and dealt with my cancer. It's as if I've trained for this my entire life. But I am not the rock. I need everyone here. You all are my support group. My family. Coming here is my therapy. Karma includes the peace and serentity that keeps me from going  insane. How else would you explain 3100 posts?

    FLY                                 fox loves you

    Kudos

    Fox, that's 5% of the posts on this forum!! You and @icemantoo contribute almost 10% of the responses. 

    Kudos to both of you.

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