A good news day!

Gardena said:

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I'm sorry to hear your cancer is back. I think it is everyone's greatest fear. I'm currently going thru my initial treatment,  just had my 5th chemo infusion,  and wonder all the time if it's being eradicated, if it will retufn, if and when I'll he done w this beast.  I hope you are holding up well w this latest development. I'm sending love and light your way. 

Gardena, I'm also in initial treatment. I've just had my 2nd treatment and that's exactly what I wonder about. With every pain I experience I wonder if it's a sign of recurrence in some part of my body and that rather than killing any remaining cancer cells some have found their way to other organs or systems. I was staged at 1A (carcinosarcoma and papillary serous) although there were some cancer cells present in the pelvic wash. I try to think about those stray cells being demolished by the chemo but it's hard not to worry about any stray cells surviving and traveling to parts of my body.