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Havent started treatment as of yet, had a scare last week had to make an urgent appt to see Oncologist, had pain in my lower stomach/groin area that wouldnt go away, she said that it could be possible that it has gone to my groin area, so i had a STAT CAT scan she said nothing showed but it could be too small to show up so shes not ruling it out, the pain comes and goes, i have Percocet to take if it gets unmanagable, i never took narcotic pain meds ever during the 6 yrs i have been dealing with it, so this could possibly be area 4 now, if i didnt have this going on now i would actually feel alright, so tired of this, just want to feel half **** "normal" again.