Unsure and very worried!

Tanker2360 said:

Yes Jim after reading all the

Yes Jim after reading all the other posts / thread it is very obvious you are a very kind caring man and personally i think you deserve a medal! your dedication to the people on this site is beyond words and im thankful people like you are around for support =]

 

Latest: Still in hospital not been discharged as of yet i am keeping busy with my drawing and general internew browsing " www.reddit.com " is BRILLIANT for a free smile and distraction from the real world, Still not had my results as of yet but still got all my fingers and toes crossed and i hope anyone else who is reading this thread and going through the same worry as me are getting all the support and comfort that i am getting =] [ OF COURSE THEY ARE WITH PEOPLE LIKE YOU HERE ]

 

Doctor should hopefully return soon and then we will see what happens Peace and love!

 

Phill x x x x x x x x * Hugs to everyone * 

Thank you Phil end everyone for the sweet comments.  Everyone here deserves a medal.  Sometimes I wish I could do more and I do get something out of this too.  I've met wonderful people, had my faith restored in humanity to some extent and I've learned alot through this experience.  Like most of us, I'm still healing, have my fears, tears, doubts and pain.  I definitely don't have it all figured out but dang it - I'm trying!  I'm very thankful to be so fortunate and I am very grateful for everyone here.

... And when the chemo brain ends and I find that winning lottery ticket I misplaced, we're all going to France for chocolate crepes!

Postive thoughts - Jim

Tanker2360 said:

Send my love and prays to

Send my love and prays to your friend i feel her pain at this scary time =[

my doctor just told me that he's so sure it isn't cancer that he would bet his car on it ( but that was just his opinion not based on anything )

Still awaiting Ultrasound results and new pain develoled at the side of my tummy =/ feels like a trapped gas pain and im hoping that's just a side effect from the codien they are giving me ( makes me incredibly constipated )

 

it is currently 21:20 and i think after my girlfriend goes home will just try my best to sleep! =]

Hello again:

Just remembered one other test I had last year after meeting the Oncologist:  An Endoscopy, which turned out OK.   Think I am getting forgetful/jittery because I have an appointment with that doctor Tuesday, tomorrow.  Just thought I would post the tests I had in case you might be interested.

Hang in there and I hope you will have a good "snooze."

Nancy

epicc said:

I hope you find that lottery ticket

Hi Jim,

I pray you find that lottery ticket.  I'm need a vacation.  We are back to tough times again.  My mom is back in ICU.  I spent the entire weekend in the Hospital.  I slept on a cold floor Saturday night while they set her up in ICU. I noticed her breathing was not right and before you know it her blood pressure dropped.  Her age is making it very difficult for her to fight infection while on chemo.  Hope all is well with you.  You seem to be doing great. 

Hugs, Emily

 

 

Hi Emily,

Just wanted to let you know that I'm praying for your mom! I'm so sorry for everything that she and your whole family has gone through, this cancer is really hard on some people. Please stay positive that everything will turn out fine! Take care sweetie and sending you lots of positive energy! (((Hugs)))

Sincerely,

Liz

Tanker2360 said:

Going home!

Ultrasound results came back with nothing out of the ordinary no sign of tumors or lymph nodes other then my neck and groin they are sending me home today and if my glands are still up in 3-4 weeks then i need to go back and see my GP and start the whole investigating thing all over again....... kind of mixed emotions about this as they still haven't given me valid reason to why they are up in the first place but they seem fairly confident it's nothing to worry about.

 

I will keep you guys updated on whatever happens and i thank you all for your time, kind words and support.

 

Your an inspiration to all whos lives have been shaken by this terrible illness and thank god you are all here for eachother

 

Many regards, Phill

Extremely happy for you and your loved ones... Take care and please keep us posted... Also please let us know when the glands resolve on its own... Wishing you and loved ones a healthy life without the C in it...

epicc said:

I hope you find that lottery ticket

Hi Jim,

I pray you find that lottery ticket.  I'm need a vacation.  We are back to tough times again.  My mom is back in ICU.  I spent the entire weekend in the Hospital.  I slept on a cold floor Saturday night while they set her up in ICU. I noticed her breathing was not right and before you know it her blood pressure dropped.  Her age is making it very difficult for her to fight infection while on chemo.  Hope all is well with you.  You seem to be doing great. 

Hugs, Emily

 

 

Hi Emily,

 I'm so sorry your mom is having such a rough time. I'll keep you both in my prayers. I think the older we get the harder it is to bounce back from treatments. You are such a good caring daughter. Take care, and rest when you can. Much love to you and your mom...Sue (FNHL-2-3A-6/10-age62)

epicc said:

Good Luck Phi

Hi Phil, I hope that your sonogram went well.  I'm keep my fingers crossed that you do not have cancer.  I'm am very sorry to hear about your dad.  It must be such a difficult time in your life.  I am praying for you.  My mom is sick in the hospital as we speak with Lymphoma.  She is 82 years old. She is having a tough time with the chemo.  She keeps getting infections.

However, you are young.  If by some chance it is cancer, there is no doubt in my mind that you won't fight it.  Stay stong and do as Jim says, keep busy.  Everyone here is very supportive.  It truly is the best place to be.

 

Hugs, Emily

 

P.S.  Jim you always make everyone smile.  You really are awsome!!!!

 

You know I'm thinking of you and your mom.  I'm so sorry the pressure has never been off for you.  Hang in there.  Much Love, Becky

 Phil, hope things are going to get better for you.  Stress can cause a lot of symptoms, so let's hope that is what is happening with your latest problem.

Our thoughts, Bill and Becky

epicc said:

Jim, Beck, Sue and Liz,
Thank

Jim, Beck, Sue and Liz,

Thank you so much for your kind words.  Your thoughts and prayers are much appreciated.  My mom should be going back to a regular room tonight.  I hope she can come home soon.  She does so much better at home.  Love you all. 

Emily

 

Hi Emily and thanks for the update.  Sounds like she's improving and I hope she can come home soon also .

Hang in there!