To the most wonderful people in the world.........

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  • herdizziness
    herdizziness Member Posts: 3,624 Member
    #42
    Ahh Clift
    I have missed you so much, it isn't the same without everyone here. There are so many gone, and so many leaving. The sadness that those of us feel that are left behind does not compare to the wonderfulness of having known each and everyone. Caring, hoping,sharing, and loving them as friends is worth the pain in the end. I have missed you dearly. But, h@ll, you go out and have some fun there buddy, spread that love and make those memories for those that will be left behind. I thank you for our memories, the good times we have shared. I'll still be there with you my friend in spirit. So go enjoy, love, laugh and be amazed at the wonders of this world, before you head off to even more wonders.
    Love to ya Buzz, always remember you were one of my heros!! And buddy, just so you know, I'm crying my eyes out over this.
    Winter Marie
  • tootsie1
    tootsie1 Member Posts: 5,044 Member
    #43
    Dear Buzz
    Oh, my dear Buzz.

    I have missed your posts terribly and hoped and prayed you weren't here because life was treating you great. I pictured you having lots of adventures. Actually, maybe now some of those adventures can happen, when you're not sick from chemo anymore. You know we both have the same faith, and I will tell you right now that I am going to pray for a miracle for you.

    Whatever happens, please know that I love you. You are a wonderful person!

    *hugs*
    Gail
  • Connie43
    Connie43 Member Posts: 44
    #44
    chemo
    I had folfiri with avastin a year ago tomorrow and the avastin tried to kill me. It took 2 weeks in the hospital to get me back to normal. I then had folfiri alone and it stopped making progress last November, so I am now on erbitux. Has your dr. considered a different drug that would not make you sick? Except for the avastin incident, I have had very few bad side effects. You are the one who must make the decision.
  • taraHK
    taraHK Member Posts: 1,952 Member
    #45
    Sending love
    Thank you for sharing your news with us. You have obviously made the right decision for you and I support 100%. Quality of life is what it's all about. You provide inspiration for those of us who may be making similar decisions in the future. Sending love and prayers to you and yours -- enjoy every second.

    Love,
    Tara
  • lauragb
    lauragb Member Posts: 370 Member
    #46
    I haven't posted much
    I haven't posted much recently but have wondered about you. I am sending you love, light and prayers for good quality of life for a good long time. Laura
  • pete43lost_at_sea
    pete43lost_at_sea Member Posts: 3,900 Member
    #47
    god bless you buzz
    Your Care, kindness and love are a great example.
    Peace be with you and your family.
    Now and forever.

    Hugs,
    Pete
  • joemetz
    joemetz Member Posts: 493
    #48
    daydreamer110761 said:

    miss you
    I don't post here much anymore, for many reasons. But I heard about this on the grapevine and felt the need to stop over and say hello. wow. about 3 and a half years ago you were one of my rocks here. I popped in and you were among the first to welcome me, and answer questions, and helped so much through the awful process of chemo. I made a few friends here, and it just seems to me that every time I come here another one is gone. sure wish you'd join us over on facebook, I miss you. You've been fighting for so long Clift, go on and enjoy your wife and kids and have some fun. I know that's what I would do.

    facebook?
    Greetings DayDreammer.

    where do i find the facebook page you refer to in this post.?
  • KathiM
    KathiM Member Posts: 8,028 Member
    #49
    Enjoy your family and loved ones...
    It is, after all, what living is all about, dear friend!

    Hugs, Kathi
  • have2believe
    have2believe Member Posts: 134
    #50
    wishing you well
    Thank you for letting us know how you're doing. I wish you peace and comfort. You have always been and continue to be an inspiration for your strength, wisdom, and attitude.

    L
  • Dyanclark
    Dyanclark Member Posts: 296
    #51
    We understand
    My husband is the one with cancer and I lost a 32 year old nephew to cancer in 2009. I think all who go thru these treatments are very brave people. The treatments can be really rough.
  • Dyanclark
    Dyanclark Member Posts: 296
    #52
    We understand
    My husband is the one with cancer and I lost a 32 year old nephew to cancer in 2009. I think all who go thru these treatments are very brave people. The treatments can be really rough.
  • Dyanclark
    Dyanclark Member Posts: 296
    #53
    We understand
    My husband is the one with cancer and I lost a 32 year old nephew to cancer in 2009. I think all who go thru these treatments are very brave people. The treatments can be really rough.
  • Fight for my love
    Fight for my love Member Posts: 1,522 Member
    #54
    Hi Buzz,I have been looking
    Hi Buzz,I have been looking forward to your post just like others.I am happy to see you here.
    I really can't thank you enough for all of your wonderful supports when I had my darkest days in life.Thanks for sharing what is happening now.I wish the best to you and your family.Take care.
  • RickMurtagh
    RickMurtagh Member Posts: 587 Member
    #55
    grrrrr
    grrrrr, I mean hi, Buzz. It is good to hear from you even if it is not good news. I go away for just a short while and I am greeted with all kinds of ill tidings. I am just glad you are at peace with your decision. That makes all the difference.

    best wishes and peace

    Rick
  • tanstaafl
    tanstaafl Member Posts: 1,313 Member
    #56
    flight path
    With a little luck ole Buzzard will be a tough old bird circling the sun for a long time, keeping the nestlings well fed.
  • sharpy102
    sharpy102 Member Posts: 368 Member
    #57
    oh my gosh, Buzz!!! I am
    oh my gosh, Buzz!!! I am going to be very selfish here, but don't ever do this again! :( I missed you so much, and was wondering what happened with my online dad. Seriously!!! You are the primary reason I decided to stick around here. I love everyone else, so please people, don't take this as an offense. But Buzz, you helped me soooooo much during the darkest state of my life. Please, don't leave again. And while I'm reading your news, I know you can win this over. You are strong! You are my role model! You'll bounce back. Go over to the mirror, look into it, and then make the decisions and tell cancer "YOU ARE NOT TAKING ME ANYWHERE, BUDDY!"
    Oh I missed you so much! I am so happy I came up online today. Please, please, I want to keep in touch with you! You're an awesome person, and I was soooo sad and disappointed that you have disappeared...and while my brain knows, everyone needs a break, my heart is very selfish and wants you to be here! I missed you a lot! You have no idea! Thank you so much for coming back and leaving a note....please don't give up on us. We love you all!
    Hugs to you!
    - Sophie
  • menright
    menright Member Posts: 256 Member
    #58
    Fight the good fight
    Buzzard

    Sorry to your news. Your decision is one I too might face. I wish you well and will pray for a miracle for you.

    Mike
  • menright
    menright Member Posts: 256 Member
    #59
    VickiCO said:

    Buddy Buzz....
    I don't post much anymore, but do check in occasionally. I was saddened to read your post, but heartened to know that you are at peace. We started in this journey at the same time, and we've been through a lot together. Here's the rope my friend- hang on please, and when it's time, don't let go - just keep us connected.

    Much love and many hugs coming your way. Vicki

    Vicki
    We began tis together and we are still at battle. Good to see your post

    Best wishes

    Mike
  • lesvanb
    lesvanb Member Posts: 905
    #60
    Hey Buzz
    You were one of the first here on CSN to welcome me and council me. I will never forget your gentleness and wisdom and kindness. Of course your news saddens me, but as we all know dealing with cancer is an unpredictable path, and best to live each moment, each day well. I hope you can go fishing a lot.

    Much love, Leslie
  • plh4gail
    plh4gail Member Posts: 1,238 Member
    #61
    I love you and everything
    I love you and everything you have done for me on this crazy site. I have missed you very much and wish you days, weeks, months, and years of love and laughter with your family!

    Love and hugs to you and yours, Gail

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