Limited news

forme
forme Member Posts: 1,161 Member
Hi All

Well I finally heard from the Doc. It was a very brief call with limited info. he said that he will have all the details in the morning. Sigh..

This is what I do know, There is a tumor 17cm and a few smaller than that.
That's it. This is what he said. He did not have time to talk to the radiologist today and only had limited info. He called me from his car on his way home.

I wish he had just waited till tomorrow to call. It's not fair to give me such crappy and limited info and leave me hanging.

I will have a ton of questions for him.

I was doing fine emotionaly, but it just sort of hit me. THIS IS NOT GOOD !
Right now I feel scared of what will come next, really it's the not knowing that is the hardest.

Tomorrow I will have a better idea of what, when, where and everything else. I hope..

Lisha

Comments

  • allmost60
    allmost60 Member Posts: 3,178 Member
    Hang in there...
    Hey sweetie,
    I'm so sorry this is happening! I sure hope your doctor gets back to you early tomorrow, because waiting is absolutely the hardest thing to do. My heart hurts for you. I have Lizzy all day tomorrow, but I'll keep checking in to see any news. My prayers and positive thoughts are with you my friend. Love you...Sue (FNHL-2-3a-6/10)
  • vinny59
    vinny59 Member Posts: 1,036 Member
    waiting
    Hi Lisha, the old waiting game again, please try to stay positive. Having those tumors does not make it easy I know. Let us know when you find out something... praying for you, Vinny
  • jimwins
    jimwins Member Posts: 2,107
    Getting those boots out...

    Thanks for sharing with us.
    I hope a warm and loving ray of sunshine will
    come through and bless us all with peace, hope and calm
    today.

    You know you have friends here holding your hand, and
    walking the walk with you, Lisha. We're putting on our best
    "kick-cancer-****" boots.

    Now, what color socks do you wear with "kick-cancer-****" boots? :)

    Hugs and strength,

    Jim
  • dixiegirl
    dixiegirl Member Posts: 1,043 Member
    jimwins said:

    Getting those boots out...

    Thanks for sharing with us.
    I hope a warm and loving ray of sunshine will
    come through and bless us all with peace, hope and calm
    today.

    You know you have friends here holding your hand, and
    walking the walk with you, Lisha. We're putting on our best
    "kick-cancer-****" boots.

    Now, what color socks do you wear with "kick-cancer-****" boots? :)

    Hugs and strength,

    Jim

    Waiting
    Oh man lisha I wish I could pack up and come get you and take ogf to an islamd paradise where there is no such thing as cancer
    Everyone else can come too :) hopefully he calls early. You can email me if you wa.t bhime@sbcglobal.net.
    I love you honey. Stay busy.
  • dixiegirl
    dixiegirl Member Posts: 1,043 Member
    jimwins said:

    Getting those boots out...

    Thanks for sharing with us.
    I hope a warm and loving ray of sunshine will
    come through and bless us all with peace, hope and calm
    today.

    You know you have friends here holding your hand, and
    walking the walk with you, Lisha. We're putting on our best
    "kick-cancer-****" boots.

    Now, what color socks do you wear with "kick-cancer-****" boots? :)

    Hugs and strength,

    Jim

    Waiting
    Oh man lisha I wish I could pack up and come get you and take ogf to an islamd paradise where there is no such thing as cancer
    Everyone else can come too :) hopefully he calls early. You can email me if you wa.t bhime@sbcglobal.net.
    I love you honey. Stay busy.
  • miss maggie
    miss maggie Member Posts: 929
    Waiting game
    Dear Lisha,

    I totally agree with you. This is so horrible waiting for news. I can't imagine how
    you must feel. I remember waiting to hear the results of 5 biopsies. Once you have
    cancer, life is never the same. Each test and each something new, is unbelievable
    stressful.

    I suppose the good news, the doctor thought of you, and called you from his car. I
    would imagine, the doctor and radiologist want to make sure of their DX. Still, the
    doctor should of made time to make a call. How about a biopsy??

    Lisha, I hope you wrote down each question for the doctor. I hate it that you wrote
    "This Is Not Good". I hate it you are feeling this way every second of your day waiting.

    Praying for you. I know you will let us all know as soon as you know.

    Love you sweet lady, blessings and hope for the best. Love Maggie
  • anliperez915
    anliperez915 Member Posts: 770
    Waiting with you!
    Hi Lisha,
    Just wanted to let you know that I'm waiting with you dear friend! Hang in there, I know easier said than done...thinking and praying for you!

    Sincerely,
    Liz