One year ago.

I lost my dad to this beast. My dad was only 56 years old. I was such a daddy's little girl it was sickly how close I was with him. This has been one heck of a year for us. Having our car break and not being able to call him to fix it, opening up and closing up our camp with out him doing it all, opening up and closing our pool. Its just crazy how much he did. Those phone calls in the morning when he was at work is what I miss the most. Just to hear his voice and just to check on my girls and see how they were doing. My 2 oldest miss their pap too. my youngest who is 15 months will never understand, but she will know of him very well. He will not EVER go forgotten.


something that sums it all up.
One Year In Heaven


One year in heaven,
One year you've been there,
So far away,
Someday I'll see you in the air,
One year in heaven,
I miss you so much,
Smile down upon me,
And show me your love.

One year in heaven,
It seems like so long,
Since the last time I saw you,
And then you were gone,
One year in heaven,
You left earth to soon,
But I know they need you,
More then I do,

One year in heaven,
I'm alone on the earth,
I miss your sweet kisses,
And all that you're worth,
One year in heaven,
Is God really there?
Why did he take you,
As I cried in despair.

One year in heaven,
I still see your face,
The day that you took,
The last breath you would take,
One year in heaven,
Why did you die,
I know God needed you,
But still I cry.

One year in heaven,
Soon I'll be there,
So wait by the gate,
Please, this do swear,
One year in heaven,
To me it is long,
But you have no pain,
From this earth you have gone.

One year in heaven,
It's so hard to move on,
I'll send you a prayer,
And sing you a song,
One year in heaven,
Life's not the same,
Since you left this world,
I'm living in a daze.

One year in heaven,
You watch from above,
Sit there and smile,
And send me your love,
One year in heaven,
You may think it's just a day,
But this world is so different,
Since God took you away



Tina in PA