im at a lost for words and a feeling of a lost for fight

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  • thxmiker
    thxmiker Member Posts: 1,278 Member
    #22
    Keep Strong!   We are keeping

    Keep Strong!   We are keeping up the prayers for your health and strength!

     

    Best Always,  mike

  • UncleBuddy
    UncleBuddy Member Posts: 1,019 Member
    #23
    Keep strong!

    You have been fighting so hard. I agree, if you need a break, your body knows, take it. You can try again when you build up some strength. I am thinking of you and praying that the good Lord guides you.

    Lin

  • Annabelle41415
    Annabelle41415 Member Posts: 6,742 Member
    #24
    So Very Sorry

    My goodness I'm just at a loss for words.  I'm thinking we had much of the same diagnose date and now finding you in this position I'm so saddened by your situation.  Can understand where you are coming from, but so sad that you have come to this "fork in the road".  You have always shown me your strength in God and your love for something beyond this life.  May God direct you in your decision and may your journey be you and God's decision alone and no one else's.  Peace to your soul and may your treatments forward be what you decide, not your body.

    Love and Hugs!  Kim

  • tootsie1
    tootsie1 Member Posts: 5,044 Member
    #25
    Rough time

    I'm sorry things have been so rough for you, dear. You have had quite a battle! Praying things will be improving for you now!

     

    *hugs*

    Gail

  • Sundanceh
    Sundanceh Member Posts: 4,392 Member
    #26
    tootsie1 said:

    Rough time

    I'm sorry things have been so rough for you, dear. You have had quite a battle! Praying things will be improving for you now!

     

    *hugs*

    Gail

    J

    Praying for you....it just sounds so rough for you.  Wish I could help you more.  I'm following you Thursday with spleen surgery and hope it works and raises platelets.  Hard to wish for that just so you can do chemo, but you know the decisions we have to make along the way.

    It is so tiring as you said.

    Love/Craig

  • fatbob2010
    fatbob2010 Member Posts: 467 Member
    #27
    UGH

    JBG

    My experience has been the same as your Pastor's.  We reach a  time in our journey when the body and will are depleted.  This is normal and to be expected during the course of a long fight.  As others have said...no one knows the decisions we have to make or how gut wrenching they can be.  Because of that, those that have not walked in the shoes have no standing in the discussion of how we choose to manage our live's.

    Your decision to fight on is an inspiration.  Please be sure, in your own heart, that you are doing what is best for you.

    Blessings and hopes of comfort and peace for you and your family.

    Art

  • Hooley
    Hooley Member Posts: 156
    #28
    Bless

    you are Gods child and He holds u in the palm of ahis hand.   Keep,praising, singing His praises. He loves you as u know beyond comprehension.   God bless u abundantly and please dear God give him your strength and peace that pasethicsseth all understanding

  • KathiM
    KathiM Member Posts: 8,028 Member
    #29
    I am putting my arms around you....hugging you HARD!!!!

    And your mom, too!  (group hug!)

     

    Hugs, Kathi

  • Nana b
    Nana b Member Posts: 3,030 Member
    #30
    KathiM said:

    I am putting my arms around you....hugging you HARD!!!!

    And your mom, too!  (group hug!)

     

    Hugs, Kathi

    I just saw this.  Hang in

    I just saw this.  Hang in there!   Don't give up.  You need to rest and eat green.  Drink fruit smoothies. Your body needs all the right fuel right now. I'm right beside you in this journey, it sucks and we are tired.  We must keep pressing.  

     

    Where do you live? 

  • Maxiecat
    Maxiecat Member Posts: 544 Member
    #31
    Just put one foot in front of

    Just put one foot in front of the other and keep going.  You are not Alone...We are all here with you cheering you on.  I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers that this next round of chemo works and is pain and side-effect free.

     

    god bless you.

    Alex

  • geotina
    geotina Member Posts: 2,111 Member
    #32
    Johnnybegood:

    I am sorry you have are having so much difficulty with your treatments.  I am sending you love, hugs and peace with whatever decision you make. 

    Love - tina

  • sharpy102
    sharpy102 Member Posts: 368 Member
    #33
    geotina said:

    Johnnybegood:

    I am sorry you have are having so much difficulty with your treatments.  I am sending you love, hugs and peace with whatever decision you make. 

    Love - tina

    fights are hard...

    Every fight is a hard fight. And the longer they last, the harder they feel because your body tries to tolerate all those toxins, but it's hard on it. The "recovery times" between the chemos seem less and less for the body to refuel and be ready for the next round. It's is completely understandable what you are feeling. I wish you strength! Try to fight the fight! However, if at any point, you decide it's time to resign- I respect that. But until then fight the fight as hard as you can! I will keep you in my thoughts!

  • thxmiker
    thxmiker Member Posts: 1,278 Member
    #34
    We are sending our continued

    We are sending our continued thoughts and prayers for your strength.  Chemo and cancer is a monster to face!   Get mentally strong and then physically strong.  It wlll take some time, but both are obatainable.

     

    Eat, drink, and keep positive thoughts!

     

    Best Always,  mike

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