Out of the Hospital

Felicia_205

Got out of the hospital today so yay but ill be back in 5 days

lovesanimals

Hi Felicia
I'm so glad you're out of the hospital at least for now, and I hope you're doing better.

Take care,
Kelly

Glad to be done

lovesanimals said:

Hi Felicia
I'm so glad you're out of the hospital at least for now, and I hope you're doing better.

Take care,
Kelly

Good news for you. Do you
Good news for you. Do you have your treatments in the hospital?

AnneBehymer

glad you are out
even if it is just for five days get all the rest you can. I will be praying for you.

Love, Hugs, and Prayers
Anne

Felicia_205

AnneBehymer said:

glad you are out
even if it is just for five days get all the rest you can. I will be praying for you.

Love, Hugs, and Prayers
Anne

Sorry Ive been away from my computer
Yes my treatments are required to be given impatient and I have to stay there for about 2 weeks after each treatment and the treatment takes a week. I still have to come back to the hospital everyday for labs, nupogen shots, fluids, picc line flush, etc. Its been 3 weeks since my last dose of chemo and Im still not making any blood. The ifosfomide has wiped out my bone marrow. I have had blood and platelet transfusions and my counts are still dropping like crazy. Im so anemic I cant even talk without getting out of breath and my platelets are so low(12,000) I am covered in bruises and I have been nutropenic for weeks. I also tested positive for rhino virus so I had to deal with that at the same time..I am being admitted tomorrow again for more transfusions but they have postponed my next treatment which is what I really didnt want to do. What scares me is this was the easy treatment. I havent even started the high dose yet. Im so scared I am not going to survive it. Everytime I have done chemo I thought it just doesnt get any worse than that and then my cancer comes back and I start a new regiman that proves me wrong. I got really sick with the BEP but nothing like this. Also I have a swollen lymph node, a possible spot on my liver and a possible mass in my chest. Which really scares me because I have been having chest pain and it hurts to breathe.

lovesanimals

Felicia_205 said:

Sorry Ive been away from my computer
Yes my treatments are required to be given impatient and I have to stay there for about 2 weeks after each treatment and the treatment takes a week. I still have to come back to the hospital everyday for labs, nupogen shots, fluids, picc line flush, etc. Its been 3 weeks since my last dose of chemo and Im still not making any blood. The ifosfomide has wiped out my bone marrow. I have had blood and platelet transfusions and my counts are still dropping like crazy. Im so anemic I cant even talk without getting out of breath and my platelets are so low(12,000) I am covered in bruises and I have been nutropenic for weeks. I also tested positive for rhino virus so I had to deal with that at the same time..I am being admitted tomorrow again for more transfusions but they have postponed my next treatment which is what I really didnt want to do. What scares me is this was the easy treatment. I havent even started the high dose yet. Im so scared I am not going to survive it. Everytime I have done chemo I thought it just doesnt get any worse than that and then my cancer comes back and I start a new regiman that proves me wrong. I got really sick with the BEP but nothing like this. Also I have a swollen lymph node, a possible spot on my liver and a possible mass in my chest. Which really scares me because I have been having chest pain and it hurts to breathe.

Dear Felicia
You've endured so much more than me. I wish I could be at your side as you go through all this scary stuff. I'm praying that things improve to allow you to continue with your treatment. Hang in there. You are a very strong person and you will get through these latest battles! It's okay to be afraid but know that we're praying for you and we're here for you in spirit!

Big hugs,
Kelly

kimberly sue 63

Felicia_205 said:

Sorry Ive been away from my computer
Yes my treatments are required to be given impatient and I have to stay there for about 2 weeks after each treatment and the treatment takes a week. I still have to come back to the hospital everyday for labs, nupogen shots, fluids, picc line flush, etc. Its been 3 weeks since my last dose of chemo and Im still not making any blood. The ifosfomide has wiped out my bone marrow. I have had blood and platelet transfusions and my counts are still dropping like crazy. Im so anemic I cant even talk without getting out of breath and my platelets are so low(12,000) I am covered in bruises and I have been nutropenic for weeks. I also tested positive for rhino virus so I had to deal with that at the same time..I am being admitted tomorrow again for more transfusions but they have postponed my next treatment which is what I really didnt want to do. What scares me is this was the easy treatment. I havent even started the high dose yet. Im so scared I am not going to survive it. Everytime I have done chemo I thought it just doesnt get any worse than that and then my cancer comes back and I start a new regiman that proves me wrong. I got really sick with the BEP but nothing like this. Also I have a swollen lymph node, a possible spot on my liver and a possible mass in my chest. Which really scares me because I have been having chest pain and it hurts to breathe.

I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry Felicia....please stay strong and as optimistic as possible. Meditate if you can and try to bring good thoughts your way! Kim

Glad to be done

kimberly sue 63 said:

I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry Felicia....please stay strong and as optimistic as possible. Meditate if you can and try to bring good thoughts your way! Kim

Felicia I am so sorry you
Felicia I am so sorry you have to go through this again. I know how my treatments made me feel and after hearing your story I think mine were a walk in the park conpared to you.

Please keep fighting and keep the "I will beat this attitude" That is 3/4 of the fight...

Will you have a laptop with you when you go back in? Please update when you can.

I will be praying for you as you go forth and kick caners's butt.....

Mwee

Hi Felica
You are one tough cookie! (((((HUGS)))) Maria

edward222

Good news for you. Do you
Good news for you. Do you have your treatments in the hospital?bodybuilding

kimberly sue 63

Enjoy the fresh air!! Kim

Enjoy the fresh air!! Kim

poopergirl14052

kimberly sue 63 said:

Enjoy the fresh air!! Kim

Enjoy the fresh air!! Kim

Keep up the fight sister
I know you are really scared..but I think the hospital is the best place for you to be right now. They can monitor you closely and help you when you feel week. Rest all you can,you are a true warrior. we are here for you and we are praying you will be well enough to go home for good...Val

Cafewoman53

poopergirl14052 said:

Keep up the fight sister
I know you are really scared..but I think the hospital is the best place for you to be right now. They can monitor you closely and help you when you feel week. Rest all you can,you are a true warrior. we are here for you and we are praying you will be well enough to go home for good...Val

Val is right
The hospital is where no one wants to go but if they can help you get strong enough to continue treatment it is the place to be, hang in there you are so strong ! You are in my thoughts!
Colleen

Felicia_205

Cafewoman53 said:

Val is right
The hospital is where no one wants to go but if they can help you get strong enough to continue treatment it is the place to be, hang in there you are so strong ! You are in my thoughts!
Colleen

I want to thank all you
I want to thank all you ladies who have given me the encouragement I need to keep my spirits and strength up. It really means a lot to me and I am truly grateful!