My husband had a good 5 months without pain and very little side effects from the chemo, but now it looks like we are back at square 1. The past few nights have been so bad. I feel horrible because it hurts me to see him in so much pain. The pain meds help but its that in between time. Appetite is almost gone, that has become a struggle as well as getting him to drink. I cannot believe how you can go from one extreme to the other in a matter of a few hours. He says he doesn't understand why the pain is back but he realizes its not going away this time. I honestly don't know how I am going to manage thru this. Taking care of him, keeping my kids from losing it and work full time. We go to the doctors today and I am praying for somekind of help.