Lift me up today God and you beautiful women!!!

Today is my final radiation to the brain, 14 total. My face is a swollen mess (steroids) and my sleep has been off the charts....so wired. After the rad I will see my oncologist. I must admit I hate seeing him. He is a great doc but he thinks out loud and sometimes I need him just to SHUT UP! He is suppose to have the info about my clinical trial in St. Louis and I am going to be super peeved if he still has not info. They told me I have to wait 4 weeks to start going there to give my body time to heal.....so my goal is July 11th to get my arse out there and get this treatment going....But mainly I am scared that the rad didn't shrink the tumor in my head and that is STUPID of me to worry about. They found it early and I had no symptoms it was God ordering a test to save my life but the fear always surrounds the appointments doesn't it? So today as I finish and FINALLY get to weane off these steroids I am thinking every positive vibe out there will get me through. I have endured radition 3 times, breast, hip bone, brain.....and my cancer counts (and tumors) responded well each time but lately I don't ask for that # anymore cause of the mind games. I feel good, I might look like a walking tick (bloated beyond measure...LOL) but I have not been sick and continue to do well. SO LIFT ME UP and I will do the same for you!! Blessings :)

Comments

  • chenheart
    chenheart Member Posts: 5,159
    Do you feel yourself lifted
    Do you feel yourself lifted up????? The Kindreds and your faith surround you, and envelop you with all the courage, strength and love you can possibly imagine. I hope you get all the answers you need, and that you will have positive, good news, not just regarding the tumor, but also for getting into the clinical trial.

    (((((hugs))))
    Chen♥
  • CAchick
    CAchick Member Posts: 277
    Prayers and an "ATTA GIRL!"
    Just said a prayer for you...and here's a cheer...
    Atta Girl! Fight that stinkin' cancer!
    HUGS!
    Sybil
  • Mitzi333
    Mitzi333 Member Posts: 511 Member
    CAchick said:

    Prayers and an "ATTA GIRL!"
    Just said a prayer for you...and here's a cheer...
    Atta Girl! Fight that stinkin' cancer!
    HUGS!
    Sybil

    Yes...
    I you're in my thoughts and prayers....

    Keep the positive thoughts flowing!!!

    Hugs~
    Mitzi ;0)
  • Mitzi333
    Mitzi333 Member Posts: 511 Member
    CAchick said:

    Prayers and an "ATTA GIRL!"
    Just said a prayer for you...and here's a cheer...
    Atta Girl! Fight that stinkin' cancer!
    HUGS!
    Sybil

    Yes...
    You're in my thoughts and prayers....

    Keep the positive thoughts flowing!!!

    Hugs~
    Mitzi ;0)
  • Mitzi333
    Mitzi333 Member Posts: 511 Member
    CAchick said:

    Prayers and an "ATTA GIRL!"
    Just said a prayer for you...and here's a cheer...
    Atta Girl! Fight that stinkin' cancer!
    HUGS!
    Sybil

    Yes...
    You're in my thoughts and prayers....

    Keep the positive thoughts flowing!!!

    Hugs~
    Mitzi ;0)
  • Mitzi333
    Mitzi333 Member Posts: 511 Member
    CAchick said:

    Prayers and an "ATTA GIRL!"
    Just said a prayer for you...and here's a cheer...
    Atta Girl! Fight that stinkin' cancer!
    HUGS!
    Sybil

    Yes...
    You're in my thoughts and prayers....

    Keep the positive thoughts flowing!!!

    Hugs~
    Mitzi ;0)
  • Mitzi333
    Mitzi333 Member Posts: 511 Member
    CAchick said:

    Prayers and an "ATTA GIRL!"
    Just said a prayer for you...and here's a cheer...
    Atta Girl! Fight that stinkin' cancer!
    HUGS!
    Sybil

    Yes...
    You're in my thoughts and prayers....

    Keep the positive thoughts flowing!!!

    Hugs~
    Mitzi ;0)
  • butterflylvr
    butterflylvr Member Posts: 944
    Mitzi333 said:

    Yes...
    You're in my thoughts and prayers....

    Keep the positive thoughts flowing!!!

    Hugs~
    Mitzi ;0)

    You are one tough cookie and
    You are one tough cookie and I admire your strength. Loving prayers will be traveling with you and positive thoughts tell me that your brain tumor has shrunk. Keep up the great fight pink sister...

    Hugs,
    Lorrie
  • Noel
    Noel Member Posts: 3,095 Member
    CAchick said:

    Prayers and an "ATTA GIRL!"
    Just said a prayer for you...and here's a cheer...
    Atta Girl! Fight that stinkin' cancer!
    HUGS!
    Sybil

    You are in my thoughts and
    You are in my thoughts and prayers.
  • missrenee
    missrenee Member Posts: 2,136 Member
    Noel said:

    You are in my thoughts and
    You are in my thoughts and prayers.

    Your strength and courage are awesome!
    Know that God is cradling you in his loving arms and will take care of you. All my positive energy and thoughts are being sent to you today. Hoping you will finally be able to get the sleep you need and relax for a bit.

    Warm hugs,
    Renee
  • DebbyM
    DebbyM Member Posts: 3,289 Member
    Mitzi333 said:

    Yes...
    I you're in my thoughts and prayers....

    Keep the positive thoughts flowing!!!

    Hugs~
    Mitzi ;0)

    Praying for you!

    Praying for you!
  • DianeBC
    DianeBC Member Posts: 3,881 Member
    missrenee said:

    Your strength and courage are awesome!
    Know that God is cradling you in his loving arms and will take care of you. All my positive energy and thoughts are being sent to you today. Hoping you will finally be able to get the sleep you need and relax for a bit.

    Warm hugs,
    Renee

    The pink sisters are all
    The pink sisters are all praying for you! And, there is strength in prayers!


    Hugs, Diane
  • mamolady
    mamolady Member Posts: 796 Member
    Keep it up
    Keep us posted when you start the trial! You sound up already but here is more for ya!
    I am still amazed at the strength you can draw on from God and everyone around you.

    All the best in the weeks to come,
    Cindy
  • sea60
    sea60 Member Posts: 2,613
    My dear, you are being lifted
    in prayer and positive thoughts! You're awsome, amazing and a fighter! Praising God that you FEEL good! You're an inspiration :)

    Hugs,

    Sylvia
  • ladyg
    ladyg Member Posts: 1,577
    You indeed have
    my positive energy coming your way and you are in my thoughts. It is good to hear that with all you have been through you are feeling good. You are winning the battle.

    Hugs,
    Georgia
  • Marsha Mulvey
    Marsha Mulvey Member Posts: 597 Member
    ladyg said:

    You indeed have
    my positive energy coming your way and you are in my thoughts. It is good to hear that with all you have been through you are feeling good. You are winning the battle.

    Hugs,
    Georgia

    When you need
    lifting up, this is the place to find a lot of strength. Sending positive thoughts and prayers for you.
    Marsha