wish me luck, playing ct scan roulette UPDATE
THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOU PRAYERS AND KIND THOUGHTS. IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME.
posting from my mobile as i sip ioscan gicat scan concentrated solution. It tastes
horrible. Got 2 more saches to go at 20min interval and in an hour i
can really start my turn on ct roulette.
Today i am getting the abdominal and chest scan. Its been 6months.
My next ct was mentioned by doctors. But it had slipped my mind until
this morning when i emailed gi surgeon and called onc. They are both so good.
They were supposed to talk but booked me into two different places at the same time. One was a week away and the othe well was that afternoon. So here i am.
I don't feel nervous. The results get sent to both doctors automatically. I don't want to pickup anything and stare at the results envelope.
I see the big round magnetron of the ct is like a roulette wheel. Spin the wheel and see if you win. Loose or draw.
I refuse to take my fate too seriously. Even though i invest effort and energy in all the treatments and alternatives.
I prefer trying to maintain a detached healthy curiousity about my future.
If you play ct roulette yourself well i just hope you always win. I have the same wish for myself.
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