Is it back?????

jo jo
jo jo Member Posts: 1,175
in Breast Cancer #1
Thursday i go in for more tests to see if i have cancer again....scary thought!
Some of you might remember not long ago i was talking about being allergic to the tamoxifen and one of the side effects was these gross dark brown veiny looking things on my lower legs. Well they started blistering and wont heal and they are thinkin cancer?
Hopefully they will let me know the results as well on thursday, cuz the waiting is stressful.
Im not going to get worked up over this till i know for sure but the thought of going thru this again is scarin the heck out of me.
I havent said anything to my family...no need to worry them, and if it does turn out to be skin cancer im not sure i would tell them anyway cuz they all had a hard time with it the first time around...i guess it would depend on the treatment and if i can hide it or not?
Anyway anybody interested in riding the bus with me to the docs thursday...all the trouble makers in the back...thats were i will be...lol. You gotta have fun even in the darkest times...right!
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  • RE
    RE Member Posts: 4,591 Member
    #2
    I'll be there!
    Yes I will be on the pink bus to help to keep you distracted! I make a mean chocolate chip cookie I would be happy to bring along.

    I am sorry to hear that you are having to deal with this, I know it is always such a scary thing no matter where we are in our fight. You are in my prayers and I will be on that bus!

    Hugs~Hugs~Hugs!

    RE
  • KathiM
    KathiM Member Posts: 8,028 Member
    #3
    Uh, can I have a seat by the window?
    I get sick in buses...lol!

    I'm right there with you, my dear! And, with even the worst news it could be...you know you have beaten it before, so you know you can beat it again!!! It's just like any fight...the well seasoned warrior has a much better chance because she can VISUALIZE victory!!!

    Hugs, Kathi
  • VickiSam
    VickiSam Member Posts: 9,079 Member
    #4
    KathiM said:

    Uh, can I have a seat by the window?
    I get sick in buses...lol!

    I'm right there with you, my dear! And, with even the worst news it could be...you know you have beaten it before, so you know you can beat it again!!! It's just like any fight...the well seasoned warrior has a much better chance because she can VISUALIZE victory!!!

    Hugs, Kathi

    I don't know if 'it' is back .. but, I do know what stress
    can do to us externally, and internally. Skin cancer for what I know or read or researched, is not related to breast cancer. Maybe I am wrong. Cancer is Cancer, and I truly understand why you want to keep this private for the time being.

    Keep up the positive thoughts . . . I wish only the very best for you, dear dear Misty Jo.

    Strength, Courage and Hope.

    Vicki Sam
  • jo jo
    jo jo Member Posts: 1,175
    #5
    VickiSam said:

    I don't know if 'it' is back .. but, I do know what stress
    can do to us externally, and internally. Skin cancer for what I know or read or researched, is not related to breast cancer. Maybe I am wrong. Cancer is Cancer, and I truly understand why you want to keep this private for the time being.

    Keep up the positive thoughts . . . I wish only the very best for you, dear dear Misty Jo.

    Strength, Courage and Hope.

    Vicki Sam

    Maybe i should change my post...
    Good point Vicki...i dont know anything about skin cancer and dont know if its mets from breast cancer or just a start of a possible new cancer? Guess i will find out.

    Thank you ladies for comin along with me wether you ride in the front or the back of the bus and if you bring goodies or not...although it wouldnt hurt...yummy!
  • Gabe N Abby Mom
    Gabe N Abby Mom Member Posts: 2,413
    #6
    I will be on the bus. But I
    I will be on the bus. But I want some good music so we can all dance when you hear good news!
  • smalldoggroomer
    smalldoggroomer Member Posts: 1,184
    #7
    Me too Me too!!! I want to
    Me too Me too!!! I want to go with you on the bus.. Shotgun!! And cookies & dancing We will party when you find out it is nothing!! I'm with ya Jo Jo..
  • Hippiechick58
    Hippiechick58 Member Posts: 320
    #8
    smalldoggroomer said:

    Me too Me too!!! I want to
    Me too Me too!!! I want to go with you on the bus.. Shotgun!! And cookies & dancing We will party when you find out it is nothing!! I'm with ya Jo Jo..

    I want a seat in the back so
    I want a seat in the back so I can bounce! Truly sorry for this latest development. I have never heard of BC metastisizing to the skin. Maybe your immune system is low and that is why the blisters will not heal?? Just a thought!

    I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

    "May you be at Peace, May you be free of Suffering,"
    Dianne
  • calvertcrafts
    calvertcrafts Member Posts: 93 Member
    #9
    Ride
    Save me a seat on that bus! I'll bring the coffee.
  • Cinkal
    Cinkal Member Posts: 161
    #10
    I know that waiting for the
    I know that waiting for the results can be almost as bad finding out. Hang in there. I"ll come along for the ride as well.
  • mollyz
    mollyz Member Posts: 756 Member
    #11
    Cinkal said:

    I know that waiting for the
    I know that waiting for the results can be almost as bad finding out. Hang in there. I"ll come along for the ride as well.

    YES
    I'm riding with you as well you might want me to sit in the back also i talk a lot. HUGS MOLLYZ
  • jamiegww
    jamiegww Member Posts: 384
    #12
    Save me a seat JoJo.
    Actually I make a horrible passenger so I might have to drive the bus. I hope you get good news on Thursday and then we can take that bus somewhere and celebrate!
  • Clementine_P
    Clementine_P Member Posts: 518 Member
    #13
    jamiegww said:

    Save me a seat JoJo.
    Actually I make a horrible passenger so I might have to drive the bus. I hope you get good news on Thursday and then we can take that bus somewhere and celebrate!

    I'll be there with you, JoJo
    I agree with Jamiegww that afterwards we can celebrate. Drinks are on me.

    Clementine
  • MyTurnNow
    MyTurnNow Member Posts: 2,686 Member
    #14
    I want to go, too!! Jojo, I
    I want to go, too!! Jojo, I sure hope that this turns out to be anything but cancer. I have had a couple of areas on my skin that were pre-cancerous and they were either frozen or burned off in the docs office. I hope if that's your dx that it is also easily resolved. I'll be thinking about you. You have already had enough of this beast!! Take care.
  • Bella Luna
    Bella Luna Member Posts: 1,578 Member
    #15
    Save a seat for me! I am
    Save a seat for me! I am boarding that Pink Bus, too. How about we play some Earth, Wind, & Fire! I get to tapping my feet and feeling happy whenever I hear their music!

    We'll be there for you no matter what.
    BL
  • VickiSam
    VickiSam Member Posts: 9,079 Member
    #16
    Bella Luna said:

    Save a seat for me! I am
    Save a seat for me! I am boarding that Pink Bus, too. How about we play some Earth, Wind, & Fire! I get to tapping my feet and feeling happy whenever I hear their music!

    We'll be there for you no matter what.
    BL

    Music choice ... so we have .. Bob Marley for
    Ayse .. Earth, Wind and Fire for Bella Luna .. I will be blasting .. Aretha Franklin -- and Bono.

    The fun we are going to have!


    Vicki Sam
  • chenheart
    chenheart Member Posts: 5,159
    #17
    Gabe N Abby Mom said:

    I will be on the bus. But I
    I will be on the bus. But I want some good music so we can all dance when you hear good news!

    A Karaoke bus??? !!! LOL
    A Karaoke bus??? !!! LOL Ok, Gabe N Abby Mom~ we know what music Bella Luna likes, and VickiSam~ being as you brought up the subject, what music do YOU like?? We want to make sure we bring the right stuff! LOL

    Hugs,
    Chen♥
  • aysemari
    aysemari Member Posts: 1,596 Member
    #18
    JoJo I am on THAT bus
    Linda is right, let's listen to Bob Marley all the way... Don't worry about a thing
    cause every little thing is gonna be allright... You know that one? I hear it goes
    really well with Victoria's brownies.. lol

    And on the way back we'll let you choose your favorite dance song, that's how
    nice we are.

    I am holding you in my thoughts and sending lots of
    positive vibes your way dear Jojo

    Love,
    Ayse
  • Marcia527
    Marcia527 Member Posts: 2,729
    #19
    I certainly hope it's not
    I certainly hope it's not cancer. I had trouble after treatment with cellulites on my lower leg and sores on my feet which took a long time to heal. The GP never figured out what caused them but first thing he checked for was diabetes. I didn't have that.

    I'll be on the bus. Good luck!
  • mwallace1325
    mwallace1325 Member Posts: 806
    #20
    I'll be there
    and we'll all celebrate on the way back after they've told you it's not back.

    I totally understand your fears about it coming back and the thoughts of not telling family. I've had that same thought myself.

    See ya on the bus.

    Love and hugs,

    marge
  • jessiesmom1
    jessiesmom1 Member Posts: 915 Member
    #21
    Does the bus stop in San Francisco?
    As long as the bus will stop in San Francisco I absolutely will be on it. Please reserve me a seat. It stinks to get cancer once nevertheless to even think about getting it twice. I have a few song suggestions for the CD player/iPod: Don't Worry Be Happy by Bobby McFerrin; Don't Stop by Fleetwood Mac; Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now by Jefferson Starship and Up by Shania Twain. It brings a smile to my face to think of all of us there on the bus for you.

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