Ok guys I have a problem. I have Stage IV colon/liver. Was dx almost 2 years ago. Doc said inoperable but felt it could be "controled". So, I did the infusions and the xeloda for 7 cycles. A year ago December everything had shrunk and went mostly to sleep. Was off everything and July ct scan showed they were waking up and onco said we'll wait and see. Started having symptoms like blood in stool and pain in pelvic area. I went for another scan in September and lesions grew a little more so got put back on Xeloda. The day that I had my ct scan in September my hubby had heart attack and had to have a quad by pass. I also have anxiety and panic attacks. So, i have been a mess with him and me going thru stuff. Day before Thanksgiving we were involved in a car accident on way for my onco appt. Car was totalled and I got brunt of the hit. Lots of bruising and especially chest wall. (Seatbelt and air bag. During this time went to go see a therapist cuz I have had so much anxiety and fear that i can't seem to get past it. She feels that my zoloft that I have been on has flatlined. I've been on that for at least 8 years if not more. They upped my xanax and they upped my zoloft to see if it would help. Xanax is helping as far as trying to keep my panic in check somewhat but depression another story. Therapist wants me to be evaluated by pshcy so i can get meds changed. I waited 2 months for appt. (holidays, etc) My appt was for 1/18. I went and all her appts were cancelled. No one called me. They said they did but I got nothing. So rescheduled for 2/15. Another month! Not happy. Also, in this time my mom in law in Italy passed away from cancer. It hit me hard. Everything hits me hard. I am an emotional wreck. Anyway, back to the cancer. I had a sigmoid done in early Nov and they did antigen testing and levels are normal and no cancer growth. Good news. Then 12/28 had another ct scan and results came back that lesions shrunk by 1/2 and other organs good. Well, I have been having blood in my stool again. I talked with PA the other day on phone and she is aware and has been aware of this. She said to keep and eye on it and it might be hemmroids. Its not like I am passing a lot of blood but when i wipe myself it's there. Now, I started having some pelvic pain too. I am freaking out now. Has this happened to any of you?