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I really, really, no REALLY hate to have to post this, but that's what we're here for, isn't it??? :

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  • natly15
    natly15 CSN Member Posts: 1,941
    #22
    Dear ChenHeart you are so
    Dear ChenHeart you are so very much loved. You have been a gentle rock for all of us. How sad that we all had to meet at CSN but I have never met a more lovely group of people. I'm praying many prayers for you dear sister. This info is simply too intense to digest, so I choose to pray and send positive energy your way.

    Top of my Prayer List today: Chenheart
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  • natly15
    natly15 CSN Member Posts: 1,941
    #23
    Dear ChenHeart you are so
    Double post
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  • VickiSam
    VickiSam CSN Member Posts: 9,079 Member
    #24
    lynn1950 said:

    Of course, my fervent hope
    Of course, my fervent hope is that this is nothing. But the waiting period is its own agony, and how I wish I could wish that away. I will be right here for you today, and Friday, and Monday concentrating my energy on good results and peace for you, dear Chen. xoxoxo Lynn

    Chenheart .. I am so very sorry that you and all others
    are dealing with 'yet' another, battle. We are united as 1, and as WARRIORS we fight, fight, fight, no matter what.

    I recall very vividly, how each and everyone here on our boards encouraged me -- provided me with gentle hugs, and willed me to put 1 foot in front of the other, and fight. It make all the difference in the world - to have loving souls - sending prayers, positive thoughts and willing us to continue the fight.

    Chen, you are "OUR", 50 foot women, similiar to 'Zena, the WARRIOR Princess' - fighting off all those wayward cancer cell, using you armor of strength and Courage.

    Stay strong -- attitude helps. Did I mention, your special Angels ???

    Peace, Love and Joy,

    Vicki SAm
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  • creampuff91344
    creampuff91344 CSN Member Posts: 988
    #25
    lynn1950 said:

    Of course, my fervent hope
    Of course, my fervent hope is that this is nothing. But the waiting period is its own agony, and how I wish I could wish that away. I will be right here for you today, and Friday, and Monday concentrating my energy on good results and peace for you, dear Chen. xoxoxo Lynn

    Oh my
    Reading your post made me very sad, and I know you are one of the strongest warriors on this board. Only good thoughts are headed to you, and we will all be waiting to hear the results. (I hate the waiting.) Chen, you are a special member of this board, so you know you will have lots of "spirits" in the room with you on Friday. I hate this disease! Hugs, Judy
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  • mom62
    mom62 CSN Member Posts: 604 Member
    #26
    We are here for you.
    Hi,

    We are here for you that's what this sight is for. I know where your coming from. I'm having a biopsy on Friday myself. Keep up your positive attitude and advocacy for yourself. I'm my best advocat and worry about those who don't speak up when they feel something is not right. God Bless.

    Terry
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  • calvertcrafts
    calvertcrafts CSN Member Posts: 93 Member
    #27
    Prayers
    Chen and Pinkflutterby, I was so sorry to read your posts. You are both strong warriors and will deal with this setback as needed. I have every faith in you both and will keep you in my prayers! I will also keep my candle lit awaiting your test results.
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  • mgm42
    mgm42 CSN Member Posts: 491 Member
    #28
    Now, lean on us...
    You were there for me to lean on three long years ago, as you have been for so many others. Now it's our turn for you lean on us. Please know that I'm sending every positive thought I can your way. There is nothing more that I can say which hasn't been said already. All of the people whom you have touched are here to support you. Hugs, Marilynn
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  • cahjah75
    cahjah75 CSN Member Posts: 2,631
    #29
    Chen
    I'm at a lost for words. This disease is never ending! I'm glad you acted aggresively and that you're able to get the PET scan done so soon. Sending you positive thoughts and know that you are in my prayers.
    {{hugs}} Char
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  • chenheart
    chenheart CSN Member Posts: 5,159 Member
    #30
    mgm42 said:

    Now, lean on us...
    You were there for me to lean on three long years ago, as you have been for so many others. Now it's our turn for you lean on us. Please know that I'm sending every positive thought I can your way. There is nothing more that I can say which hasn't been said already. All of the people whom you have touched are here to support you. Hugs, Marilynn

    Hi Marilyn! I did notice you
    Hi Marilynn! I did notice you had re-joined the family~ I was happy to see your smiling face!
    I thank you for your words of encouragement; they are important, and I treasure them.

    HUgs,
    Chen♥
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  • jessiesmom1
    jessiesmom1 CSN Member Posts: 915 Member
    #31
    AGAIN?
    It is so incredibly unfair that anyone should have to go through this again. I am hoping for good results on your PET scan. I admire your positive attitude and strength. May it carry you through whatever this is. Good luck.
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  • carkris
    carkris CSN Member Posts: 4,553 Member
    #32
    jessiesmom1 said:

    AGAIN?
    It is so incredibly unfair that anyone should have to go through this again. I am hoping for good results on your PET scan. I admire your positive attitude and strength. May it carry you through whatever this is. Good luck.

    you know me I dont believe
    you know me I dont believe its cancer until its confirmed so thats what I hold out for. As my husband always says I will not worry until they tell me there is something to worry about. so I am holding out for benign. and I 'm sticking to it. Praying for all of you.
    I met our wonderful Sandy and Cheryl,my sister said she hoped I wasnt offended that she didnt want to join our club, Its a sisterhood no one wants to join but full of beautiful people.
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  • GreeneyedGirl
    GreeneyedGirl CSN Member Posts: 1,077
    #33
    jessiesmom1 said:

    AGAIN?
    It is so incredibly unfair that anyone should have to go through this again. I am hoping for good results on your PET scan. I admire your positive attitude and strength. May it carry you through whatever this is. Good luck.

    I am sorry :(
    Chen i will be praying and hoping for a good outcome here. maybe its a fatty cyst (like I had) full of *butta*....we all are holding you up in thought and prayer. You can't leave the boards for too long....we need each other so very much.
    Take Care our friend~Chen with all heart!
    melanie
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  • rainbow4
    rainbow4 CSN Member Posts: 137
    #34
    I have
    a bookmark, have had it for years before my dx, before I found this board -

    We are kindred spirits,
    We embrace spirits, nurture souls,
    share feelings, inspire love,
    heal hearts, share dreams

    and I'd add

    support each other, send strength to deal with whatever comes our way, the bad as well as the good.

    My prayers and love to all who are struggling now, especially (I can't help it) our wonderful chenheart.
    Watch for the rainbows!
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  • linpsu
    linpsu CSN Member Posts: 747
    #35
    Oh, Chen
    I am so sorry to hear this devastating news. You are such an inspiration to all of us. Know that we are all here for you, hoping for the best and sending you lots of hugs and prayers.
    Love,
    Linda
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  • meena1
    meena1 CSN Member Posts: 1,003
    #36
    linpsu said:

    Oh, Chen
    I am so sorry to hear this devastating news. You are such an inspiration to all of us. Know that we are all here for you, hoping for the best and sending you lots of hugs and prayers.
    Love,
    Linda

    Chen, I am sorry to hear
    Chen, I am sorry to hear this news. You are strong and have such a zest for life, we will get through this
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  • KathiM
    KathiM CSN Member Posts: 8,028 Member
    #37
    Feel that warm feeling?....
    It's me, putting my arms around you....and holding on tight!!!

    Dutch hugs, Kathi
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  • Sher43009
    Sher43009 CSN Member Posts: 602 Member
    #38
    rainbow4 said:

    I have
    a bookmark, have had it for years before my dx, before I found this board -

    We are kindred spirits,
    We embrace spirits, nurture souls,
    share feelings, inspire love,
    heal hearts, share dreams

    and I'd add

    support each other, send strength to deal with whatever comes our way, the bad as well as the good.

    My prayers and love to all who are struggling now, especially (I can't help it) our wonderful chenheart.
    Watch for the rainbows!

    Oh, I'm so sorry....
    You are in my prayers and sending many good thoughts your way. I like your Relay chant, CSN,CSN,CSN. It covers it all.
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  • dyaneb123
    dyaneb123 CSN Member Posts: 950
    #39
    KathiM said:

    Feel that warm feeling?....
    It's me, putting my arms around you....and holding on tight!!!

    Dutch hugs, Kathi

    Oh Chen...s**t! I so hope
    Oh Chen...s**t! I so hope that it turns out to be a false alarm....
    Hugs for both you and flutterby
    Dee
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  • new2me
    new2me CSN Member Posts: 177 Member
    #40
    dyaneb123 said:

    Oh Chen...s**t! I so hope
    Oh Chen...s**t! I so hope that it turns out to be a false alarm....
    Hugs for both you and flutterby
    Dee

    Chen
    I am lifting you up in my prayers. so terribly sorry you have to go through this. I too pray it is just a False Alarm.

    God be with you
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  • Cindy Bear
    Cindy Bear CSN Member Posts: 569 Member
    #41
    Hi
    Hi. It's always something isn't it. I can tell from your posts that you are a very strong, brave woman and it's obvious the other ladies on this board love and admire you.. hang tough, I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers .
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