I Crashed Again, But Still Hanging In There

Sunrae
Sunrae Member Posts: 808
edited March 2014 in Breast Cancer #1
Haven't been here for a couple of weeks since I got another infection, this time my sinuses became so clogged I had to temporarily stop my chemo and am on antibiotics for the time being. I ran fever, chills, lightheadness, extreme fatigue and couldn't get out of bed for about a week. Sinus problems was caused by the cytoxan, I was told, another side effect. My hands are still trying to break out but I'm on steriods 3 times a week for that problem. Good news, I was able to have my 9th chemo this week, so I only have 3 more to go. At this point, I feel like I'm crawling to the finish line but even that should feel good, to be able to get to the finish of my chemo treatments. My heart specialist seems to be pleased with the way my heart is handling the stress of chemo and thinks I'm doing fine, took me off the plavix since it causes me to bruise so much. I'm still having issues with my diabetes since the sugar levels go high on the days I take steriods so I have to be careful and make sure to take extra insulin and keep it under control.
My heart goes out to all the new people here and I wish everyone well. You will get thru this even on the hard days. People here are so encouraging, supportive, loving and warm. I hope to be able to give more input when I feel better but for now I have to take care of me and keep myself putting one foot in front of the other. I still have 30 rad treatments after the chemo and I hope it goes faster and better when I get there. Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers. Love, Sunrae
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  • Christine Louise
    Christine Louise Member Posts: 426 Member
    #2
    Tough cookie
    Sunrae, you are one tough cookie. Life keeps throwing problems at you and you just keep your eyes on the prize. Best, best wishes for continued success in your treatments.
  • KathiM
    KathiM Member Posts: 8,028 Member
    #3
    Aw, dearheart, I'm sending warm strong vibes!!!
    Hugs, Kathi
  • chenheart
    chenheart Member Posts: 5,159 Member
    #4
    Sweet, sweet Sunrae! You do
    Sweet, sweet Sunrae! You do continue to be a ray of sunshine even with all your poor body is going through. I am sorry for all of the trouble, but pleased that you are at least able to continue your chemo. I wish you a complete recovery from the sinus infection~ I can only imagine how you are feeling!

    Thanks for keeping us in the loop~get well soon!

    Hugs,
    Chen♥
  • Marcia527
    Marcia527 Member Posts: 2,729
    #5
    Hugs from me too! Hang in
    Hugs from me too! Hang in there.
  • camsgram
    camsgram Member Posts: 106
    #6
    Sunrae
    You are so strong!
    Sunrae
    You are so strong! You give me inspiration, thank you!
  • cindycflynn
    cindycflynn Member Posts: 1,132 Member
    #7
    Sunrae
    You continue to amaze me with your positive outlook even when life keeps throwing these curve balls at you.

    I'm glad to hear that you're almost through your chemo - that is just awesome!

    Keep us posted when you can so that we can celebrate you crossing that finish line!

    Cindy
  • laurissa
    laurissa Member Posts: 773
    #8
    Sunrae
    I hope you feel better soon. Only 3 more to go. Radiation isn't near as bad.
  • missrenee
    missrenee Member Posts: 2,136 Member
    #9
    laurissa said:

    Sunrae
    I hope you feel better soon. Only 3 more to go. Radiation isn't near as bad.

    Sunrae
    Sending major positive vibes and prayers your way in hopes that you'll feel better soon. Gentle hugs to you.

    Renee
  • VickiSam
    VickiSam Member Posts: 9,079 Member
    #10
    missrenee said:

    Sunrae
    Sending major positive vibes and prayers your way in hopes that you'll feel better soon. Gentle hugs to you.

    Renee

    Sunrae .. just like the smile on your face .. you
    will get thru this difficult time ..because you are WOMEN, you are STRONG, and you have US!

    Positive vibes, thoughts and prayers for you ..


    Vicki Sam
  • tambow
    tambow Member Posts: 42
    #11
    Hang in there!
    Hope you feel better SOON!
  • jennytwist
    jennytwist Member Posts: 896
    #12
    tambow said:

    Hang in there!
    Hope you feel better SOON!

    Keeping you in
    my prayers - take care & stay strong - you are such an inspiration to us all.
    much love,
    -Jenny
  • sea60
    sea60 Member Posts: 2,613
    #13
    You're almost there!
    You are truly inspiring with all that you're going through yourself. I'm praying for you. Take care!

    Blessings,

    Sylvia
  • carkris
    carkris Member Posts: 4,553 Member
    #14
    sea60 said:

    You're almost there!
    You are truly inspiring with all that you're going through yourself. I'm praying for you. Take care!

    Blessings,

    Sylvia

    hugs to you like the little
    hugs to you like the little engine you will get over that hill, you are tough and resilient. you are such an inspiration hugs
  • greyhoundluvr
    greyhoundluvr Member Posts: 402
    #15
    Sunrae -
    You are the true meaning of a warrior - you show us all how to fight through this. Lots of positive thoughts and prayers that the last couple of rounds are much easier for you!
  • Katz77
    Katz77 Member Posts: 598
    #16
    Good to hear from you
    Sunrae how many more treatments do you have? Sorry that you have so many bumps on your road. I've read ur posts and you are one tough cookie. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Katz
  • Octavia7
    Octavia7 Member Posts: 7
    #17
    My prayers go out to you
    Stay strong Sister as you continue in your journey. Everyone here is so supportive.
  • QuiltingMama123
    QuiltingMama123 Member Posts: 124
    #18
    You are an inspiration!
    I am so sorry to hear you were sick again. Sinus infections are miserable! I hope you feel better soon. Only three more chemo treatments sounds wonderful! Hanh in!
  • ms.sunshine
    ms.sunshine Member Posts: 707 Member
    #19
    QuiltingMama123 said:

    You are an inspiration!
    I am so sorry to hear you were sick again. Sinus infections are miserable! I hope you feel better soon. Only three more chemo treatments sounds wonderful! Hanh in!

    So good to hear from you our
    So good to hear from you our amazing wounded warrior, who is determined to win this battle. Stay in the fight. You inspire me with your strength, hope, and faith. Always hopeful and positive.
    Jennifer
  • carkris
    carkris Member Posts: 4,553 Member
    #20
    ms.sunshine said:

    So good to hear from you our
    So good to hear from you our amazing wounded warrior, who is determined to win this battle. Stay in the fight. You inspire me with your strength, hope, and faith. Always hopeful and positive.
    Jennifer

    will keep praying for you .
    will keep praying for you . you are a timex take a lickin but keep on tickin!
  • Sunrae
    Sunrae Member Posts: 808
    #21
    carkris said:

    will keep praying for you .
    will keep praying for you . you are a timex take a lickin but keep on tickin!

    Just wanted to let everyone
    Just wanted to let everyone know I was able to take my 10th chemo treatment this week. Even tho I'm fatigued out and still fighting some infections, I feel like I'm so close to the end of the chemo stage, and I can see all of you standing at the finish line, cheering me on. My onc asked me if I wanted to quit now because of the problems, but I told her "It was never an option. When I signed on to 12 weekly chemo treatments, I committed myself to finishing the job even tho it only adds 3% benefit. I want to make sure I've did everything within my power to beat this beast." And so I'm getting there and you all have helped me in more ways than you know. I come here for encouragement and you never fail me. When the going gets rough, I think of all you pink warriors who have gone on ahead of me, who are going thru this now too, and all those who will come behind us. We have a great support system here and it can't be beat anywhere else. Thank each and everyone of you for being with all of us as we battle this bc beast, each battle brings us closer to winning the war. My prayers and thoughts are for all of you.

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