hello and how is everyone? well to day at chemo i did it i broke down and cried they explain that i will have to use oxygen when i am out of the house because i keep getting short of breath, for some reason this hit me so very hard and i don't know why, when i got home a guy from home heath came and brought me like 6 things of oxygen this hit me so hard that every time i think of it i cry. i have had chemo 4times with any side effects other then being a little tried on the 3day oh ya every time i sit down to long i am sleep like and old lady. the doctor also got a little upset because i have lot a pound from last Monday he said he don't want me losing any weight i expand to him that i eat only can eat small meals if i eat a lot i get very sick.he was like OK eat like 6times a day and i am looking at him like he is cray if i drink a Gatorade i am full for hours. also doctor said that i might have 3months of chemo. Is that a lot of chemo? he said right now that is my plan.sorry for the vent just so upset.hope everyone had a good day.