I dont feel like the beacon of light here and I am sorry. I want to be helpful and I feel like I just need support. I have just struggled with mostly diahrea or mixed frequent stooling. It irritates to alarge degree a rectal fissure that got really bad with AC because I had constipation and diahrea I was even in the hospital for 3 days with dehydration. They just shook their heads and said diahrea is not common with AC. For me it was and like clockwork. after 2 botox to the fissure it got better but starting taxol, I have the diahrea and I am basically in my room. because I have to apply ointments and such and take baths 3 times a day. at least. On top of that I am getting fevers in the afternoon to evening I take a motrin and am better but feel lousy with the fever until. I have to wait to take anything because I need to get some kind of idea how high the fever will go. Docs are puzzled. Sometimes Ihave to take pain medication because my bottom is so sore I cant stand it. My doc sent me an email that said we will just have to see how this all works out when we are done. 9 more treatments. I have seen a GI doc. a surgeon, and I called a dietician. (who helped) I am so frustrated because I have had to muddle through this . and be sick. and now my daughter is coming home for TG and i am so excited until I realize I 'm pretty useless. The docs have never heard of the claritin for bone pain after neulasta. I feel like because my symptoms are not typical they dont know what to do with me. I am so frustrated, is this normal? All I've heard is how people work do well, did I fail am I flunking chemo?????