Ok Phil, check in when ya can...

Buzzard

I know that you have things going on so whenever you are able to give us a shout please do so....absense makes the heart grow fonder (did I say that ?)...LOL Just kiddin bud..hang tough, Buzzard

grammadebbie

Phil..you-hoo where are you?
Dear Phil,

Sure miss you. I havn't been posting much lately but visit everday. Hope you're doing well and just taking a little break. You are such a great part of this forum and I know everyone is anxiously awaiting your return.

Blessings to you,

Debbie (gramma)

Julie 44

grammadebbie said:

Phil..you-hoo where are you?
Dear Phil,

Sure miss you. I havn't been posting much lately but visit everday. Hope you're doing well and just taking a little break. You are such a great part of this forum and I know everyone is anxiously awaiting your return.

Blessings to you,

Debbie (gramma)

HEY PHIL
Yeah I agree I miss hearing your input. Hope everything is ok..JULIE

PhillieG

Thanks Folks
I'm here. Just enjoying the side effects of more and more chemo. I meet tomorrow with surgeon to figure out about the RFA. After "having it easy" for 10 months on only Erbitux the CPT11 hit me kind of hard. I had forgotten how much it sucks. So now it's back to every other week until.......I don't do it every other week. Gotta love the vagueness of it all. It really pisses my wife off, I'm used to it for the most part. I get chemo until I don't get chemo.

I've just been laying low and resting and am back to work and all. Sorry I have not been able to add much input. You're all in good hands with Buzzard and all of the others.

I don't know about the rest of you but sometimes I get so sick of "cancer this, and cancer that". I know that this site is great for support and I feel a bit selfish but at the moment I don't want to think about cancer unless I have to. I'm burnt out a bit.
I'll check in when I can.
-phil

robinvan

PhillieG said:

Thanks Folks
I'm here. Just enjoying the side effects of more and more chemo. I meet tomorrow with surgeon to figure out about the RFA. After "having it easy" for 10 months on only Erbitux the CPT11 hit me kind of hard. I had forgotten how much it sucks. So now it's back to every other week until.......I don't do it every other week. Gotta love the vagueness of it all. It really pisses my wife off, I'm used to it for the most part. I get chemo until I don't get chemo.

I've just been laying low and resting and am back to work and all. Sorry I have not been able to add much input. You're all in good hands with Buzzard and all of the others.

I don't know about the rest of you but sometimes I get so sick of "cancer this, and cancer that". I know that this site is great for support and I feel a bit selfish but at the moment I don't want to think about cancer unless I have to. I'm burnt out a bit.
I'll check in when I can.
-phil

Hi Phil
I do know what you mean about "cancer burnout". Your wit and wisdom will be missed but we understand the need for a break.

Rob; in Vancouver

just4Brooks

PhillieG said:

Thanks Folks
I'm here. Just enjoying the side effects of more and more chemo. I meet tomorrow with surgeon to figure out about the RFA. After "having it easy" for 10 months on only Erbitux the CPT11 hit me kind of hard. I had forgotten how much it sucks. So now it's back to every other week until.......I don't do it every other week. Gotta love the vagueness of it all. It really pisses my wife off, I'm used to it for the most part. I get chemo until I don't get chemo.

I've just been laying low and resting and am back to work and all. Sorry I have not been able to add much input. You're all in good hands with Buzzard and all of the others.

I don't know about the rest of you but sometimes I get so sick of "cancer this, and cancer that". I know that this site is great for support and I feel a bit selfish but at the moment I don't want to think about cancer unless I have to. I'm burnt out a bit.
I'll check in when I can.
-phil

I know what you mean
Pill, I know what you mean. Sometimes it just gets to be too much for even the strongest to put up with. Glad to see you're okay though, and back to work. Good to hear from ya.


Brooks

coloCan

PhillieG said:

Thanks Folks
I'm here. Just enjoying the side effects of more and more chemo. I meet tomorrow with surgeon to figure out about the RFA. After "having it easy" for 10 months on only Erbitux the CPT11 hit me kind of hard. I had forgotten how much it sucks. So now it's back to every other week until.......I don't do it every other week. Gotta love the vagueness of it all. It really pisses my wife off, I'm used to it for the most part. I get chemo until I don't get chemo.

I've just been laying low and resting and am back to work and all. Sorry I have not been able to add much input. You're all in good hands with Buzzard and all of the others.

I don't know about the rest of you but sometimes I get so sick of "cancer this, and cancer that". I know that this site is great for support and I feel a bit selfish but at the moment I don't want to think about cancer unless I have to. I'm burnt out a bit.
I'll check in when I can.
-phil

hey Phil
Listen to or pick up a guitar and play some Blues-that should cheer you up and get your feet stompin....I hope.....Steve

maglets

just4Brooks said:

I know what you mean
Pill, I know what you mean. Sometimes it just gets to be too much for even the strongest to put up with. Glad to see you're okay though, and back to work. Good to hear from ya.


Brooks

fair enough
I hear you Phil and fair enough.

best wishes to you

~mags~

Shayenne

coloCan said:

hey Phil
Listen to or pick up a guitar and play some Blues-that should cheer you up and get your feet stompin....I hope.....Steve

I
Know the feeling Phil, get as much rest as you can, and hope you don't stay away from us too long

Hugsss!
~Donna

lisa42

I totally understand
Hi Phil,

I remember you saying something similar to me a while back. Take a break for as long as you need and take care of yourself. Enjoy thinking about things OTHER than cancer!
Stay strong- it does suck, but you can do it.

Take care & will be thinking of you-
Lisa

grammadebbie

PhillieG said:

Thanks Folks
I'm here. Just enjoying the side effects of more and more chemo. I meet tomorrow with surgeon to figure out about the RFA. After "having it easy" for 10 months on only Erbitux the CPT11 hit me kind of hard. I had forgotten how much it sucks. So now it's back to every other week until.......I don't do it every other week. Gotta love the vagueness of it all. It really pisses my wife off, I'm used to it for the most part. I get chemo until I don't get chemo.

I've just been laying low and resting and am back to work and all. Sorry I have not been able to add much input. You're all in good hands with Buzzard and all of the others.

I don't know about the rest of you but sometimes I get so sick of "cancer this, and cancer that". I know that this site is great for support and I feel a bit selfish but at the moment I don't want to think about cancer unless I have to. I'm burnt out a bit.
I'll check in when I can.
-phil

Good to hear from you
Dear Phil,

Great to hear from you. Totally understand the "burnout", I've been doing the same as far as posting. Just don't feel like I have much wisdom or ability to express my compassion, understanding etc. Sure hope you can get some rest and peace. Take as long as you need but check in once in a while cause we miss you and care for you deeply,

Blessings to you,

Debbie, (gramma)

butterfly23

PhillieG said:

Thanks Folks
I'm here. Just enjoying the side effects of more and more chemo. I meet tomorrow with surgeon to figure out about the RFA. After "having it easy" for 10 months on only Erbitux the CPT11 hit me kind of hard. I had forgotten how much it sucks. So now it's back to every other week until.......I don't do it every other week. Gotta love the vagueness of it all. It really pisses my wife off, I'm used to it for the most part. I get chemo until I don't get chemo.

I've just been laying low and resting and am back to work and all. Sorry I have not been able to add much input. You're all in good hands with Buzzard and all of the others.

I don't know about the rest of you but sometimes I get so sick of "cancer this, and cancer that". I know that this site is great for support and I feel a bit selfish but at the moment I don't want to think about cancer unless I have to. I'm burnt out a bit.
I'll check in when I can.
-phil

I totaly ralate to you
right now! I've started up my chemo again, and I too forgot how much it can wipe you out. I find myself not on the board as much in the past few weeks either. I want to, I just have nooo energy! Sometimes like Phil said you need a little break from it all!

Karyn

elizabethgd

lisa42 said:

I totally understand
Hi Phil,

I remember you saying something similar to me a while back. Take a break for as long as you need and take care of yourself. Enjoy thinking about things OTHER than cancer!
Stay strong- it does suck, but you can do it.

Take care & will be thinking of you-
Lisa

Hi Phil...Take a break..
Hi Phil...Take a break.. take care of yourself..
Will be thinking of you.
Elizabeth