I have made it through the mastectomy and five chemo treatments. I have one more Chemo to go then I start radiation. Being by myself all the time is hard. Some days just need encouragement. My husband died of cancer 7 yrs ago, had to find a job at age 50. To tired most of the time to do anything but work. Then cancer. It was good to read that it isn't just me who is tired from the chemo. I keep expecting to feel better so I can do some things. I guess I need to give myself a break. My counts have never stayed above 2.3. This last time they went down to .4 and I am a bit anemic. I have a hard time convincing myself that I have a reason to be tired.