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MY Mom is Gone to Heaven

wanda23
wanda23 CSN Member Posts: 58
edited March 2014 in Colorectal Cancer #1
My mom passed away on tuesday Feb 26th 2008, she went into the hospital on friday because she started to vomit up blood, she went into a semi coma on sunday and passed away tuesday night, my heart is so broken, i feel like i am going to have a breakdown... I cant stop crying... I miss her sooooo much. She had colon cancer with mets to the liver, her kidneys shut down on Sunday and ....they said her liver grew so big...oh i miss her...
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  • KierstenRx
    KierstenRx CSN Member Posts: 249
    #2
    Wanda,
    I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your mother. I have been following her through your posts. Know that you and your family will be in my prayers. I can only imagine how much you miss her.

    Kiersten
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  • dash4
    dash4 CSN Member Posts: 303 Member
    #3
    You have my deepest sympathy, Wanda. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
    Mary Kay
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  • Fergus2007
    Fergus2007 CSN Member Posts: 109
    #4
    She will always be with you.
    I strongly believe that a genetic link will connect people like no other - and with it people can live on.
    She is part of you and always will be there for you - just in another form.
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  • tootsie1
    tootsie1 CSN Member Posts: 5,044 Member
    #5
    I'm really, really sorry. I know that's such a loss for you. My prayers are with you.

    Love,
    Gail
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  • KathiM
    KathiM CSN Member Posts: 8,028 Member
    #6
    My dear, sweet soul, I am wrapping my arms around you. Loss of a loved one is so painful. But you know she is now released from the pain and suffering.

    Hugs, Kathi
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  • betina61
    betina61 CSN Member Posts: 642 Member
    #7
    I don't have words to express how sad I feel for you, loosing a mother is one of the more devastating things,especially when you have a bond like I did and I know you did too.In a less selfish way you know too that now she is happy and released of all her sufering,she will always be at your side until that day that you will reunite with her in Heaven. I'll be praying for both of you.
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  • mindy10
    mindy10 CSN Member Posts: 182 Member
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    Im so sorry wanda, I know she had such a hard time of it in the last few months and so have you. I lost my dad also to colon cancer and it was the hardest thing I ever had to watch. When he eventually passed on I missed him so much but I also was happy that he was not suffering anymore. It was no way for him to live. It is understandable that you cant stop crying. I will tell you the crying does get better. I still cry at least every two weeks and my dad has been gone for almost two years but I use to cry everyday at the beginning. Hang in there, Mindy
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  • dee42
    dee42 CSN Member Posts: 23
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    Wanda, I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. I, too, have been following your posts. Like the others have said, she's no longer suffering from this horrible disease, but I know you miss her. Know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers and that God will see you through this.

    dee
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  • sladich
    sladich CSN Member Posts: 429 Member
    #10
    I'm very sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family. Have peace knowing she's out of pain. Hang in there, things do get better with time.

    Debbie
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  • Monicaemilia
    Monicaemilia CSN Member Posts: 455 Member
    #11
    Oh Wanda, I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. I am a true believer that your mom is not very far away from you, especially at this hard time. My prayers are with you and your family. Monica
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  • fedester
    fedester CSN Member Posts: 753 Member
    #12
    wanda,
    i am so sorry to hear of your loss. you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
    bruce
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  • apache4
    apache4 CSN Member Posts: 272 Member
    #13
    Please know that I am thinking of you and your family in this time of loss. I followed your posts and it was obvious how much you loved your Mom and how well you helped care for her. She is now an angel that will always be on your shoulder. Linda
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  • Faith4Cure
    Faith4Cure CSN Member Posts: 405 Member
    #14
    I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers. She is in peace without pain. God Bless. Faith
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  • 2bhealed
    2bhealed CSN Member Posts: 2,068 Member
    #15
    Dear wanda,

    I am so very sorry about your Mom. You and your family are in my thoughts.

    peace, emily
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  • rmap59
    rmap59 CSN Member Posts: 266
    #16
    Wanda,
    I am soo sorry for your loss. I know it must be really hard, my best friend just lost her Mom to rectal cancer 3 weeks ago and she is very sad. But, she did tell me that she is so grateful that her Mom doesnt have to suffer anymore. God's promise is paradise after our life on earth, so think of your Mom in paradise.
    Prayers to you, Robin
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  • jerseysue
    jerseysue CSN Member Posts: 624 Member
    #17
    I'm sorry for your loss. My prayers and thoughts are with you.
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  • LOUSWIFT
    LOUSWIFT CSN Member Posts: 371 Member
    #18
    Death can never celebrate victory as long as we keep our loved ones alive in our memories and honor them by how we live our life.
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  • KathiM
    KathiM CSN Member Posts: 8,028 Member
    #19
    Wanda, I said this at my daughter's memorial:

    I'm Free
    Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free
    I'm following the path God laid for me
    I took his hand when I heard His call
    I turned my back and left it all.

    I could not stay another day
    To laugh, to love, to work, or play
    Tasks left undone must stay that way
    I've found that peace at the close of the day.

    If my parting has left a void
    Then fill it with remembered joy
    A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss
    Ah, yes, these things I too will miss.

    Be not burdened with times of sorrow
    I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow
    My life's been full I savored much
    Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.

    Perhaps my time seemed all too brief
    Don't lenghten it now with undue grief.
    Lift up your heart and share with me
    God wanted me now, He set me FREE.

    Hugs, Kathi
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  • kmygil
    kmygil CSN Member Posts: 876 Member
    #20
    I'm so sorry, Wanda. The loss of a parent is so devastating. Just know that you are in my prayers and it will get better. Hugs.
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  • morningstar4
    morningstar4 CSN Member Posts: 15
    #21
    wanda, you have my deepest sympathy about the loss of your mom.i know how you feel the loss is so empty. my mother passed away last year during my treatments. your mom must of been a wonderful woman to have raised such a caring, comforting and devoted daughter,you and your family are in my prayers. god bless judy
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