I had a bilateral mastec. with tram flap reconstruct on 2-4 and I had to close my business. I am a stock broker for 15 years and I cannot do that work any longer. I need stability in my life, a salary, not commssion. I am so ashamed to see the financial ruin and feel so helpless. I have had to draw from all our financial resources and credit lines and what makes me the most upset is that my career choice has to change, but, I do not know how. Do I file bankruptcy, and go to school to relearn something? I am suffering with extreme aniexty and depression. I have been treated for depression for years, so I am medicated. Are there any places to turn for help, to relearn how to make money? I am 52 and I am worth much more dead than alive. I fear recurrance, and NO one in my family knows how I am being affected. I see a psychiatrist tomorrow for the first time. What do I do? What have you guys done? How have you dealt with this? My car is worth what I owe on it, my home is mortgaged to the hilt, and now all our credit is almost used up. I do not know where to turn.