Hello everyone.I hope you had a good christmas .I didn`t because my ex,found out me and my 16 year old was e-mailing each other and now I have lost her again. I know this because I called my daughters friends mom and she said my daughters friend was there the day he found out and he was screaming at her that if she didn`t go by his rules he would make sure she only got what he fed her.( he has promised her a car),or that she could pack her bags and go to me.The sad thing is that it was the same day I sent all their presents.I even sent my ex a present.I just can`t win with him.My daughter doesn`t want to leave her friends and ESPECIALLY a car. I call and call but noone will pick up the phone.My son is the one who told on my daughter.It shouldn`t even be a secret but my ex wants total control. If he can`t have me then he will hurt me and the best way is through my kids. All I know is that I spent the whole day crying on Christmas. And now I don`t have my daughter to talk to .....Does anyone know what I should do?I went to the normal dr,and he wouldn`t renew my zanax because he said I had too many issues and I needed to see a psychiatrist.Today is my 4th chemo and I dread it and feel so sad that I just want to cry but I need to work half a day before I go to chemo.Remember that My insurance wouldn`t pay for my chemo and rad. I do have alot of issues going on and they are issues I don`t know how to solve by myself.