I saw my ONc.last Fri. and everything is fine.Thank the Lord!!! had ct scan before seeing my onc. asked some questions but,for my own insecurities always feel like you need that little bit more. I use to post and read at this sight almost 3 years now. Have been through all the chemo rad. herceptin once a week for 6 months till my heart started to show sign,s of change so that was over. Had reconstruction with saline implants. ok sorry if I get wordy this is why I usually just read everyones posting to help with questions I have. Many seem to share same concerns. My oco. is a very nice man sometimes on the shy side so here is some of my questions. with my tumor I felt the deep spot you can read mypage to fill in story. when you have your ct scans will it show you for sure if the cancer comes back like on the chest wall? since in my case I had both ductal and lobular on the same breast I choose to has a double mas. I still have that tight feeling deep and close to the chest my onco. says all this is normal I read it and think ok this is right but, can't help the little voices in your head that say yeah but,what if. I ask my doctor but,sometimes you need to hear from people who have been or are in the same place. Our town does not have support groups for cancer and to travel out of town is hard when you have 2 hour drives. Boy sorry i warned you I'amwordy.