My Year Is Almost Up

I am approaching my full year out of rads and chemo the 28th of this month, I wanted to let everyone know how cancer changed my life, physical and mentally, i wish we could meet, but i know we never will, but I kept on this board when things got tough for me and you all listened, as of today I still weigh in around 150, most of my muscle mass is gone still, I still am fatigued, but get going each day, I was slowly let go of my job, total dissability, hoping to get a job soon a few day a week is all I ask, my hair is coarser than it was before, and does what it wants, my teeth, one rocking, but they seem to constantly need brushing, my breathing only half a larynx, at night i drink water or junk forms and I start to back up and feels like lard hardening. My bills where covered great threw BC/BS, till the hyberberic Chamber I had last year was to be ok'd as I heard the Doctor tell his assistant, Guess what, I amd now having to fight for this to be covered as the rejected the claim and I know have to appeal, because everyone I ask to help, didn't do anything and passed the buck or let it set...Please make sure you get all medical approved threw your insurance, I am fighting to get this paid, which I understand is not uncommon, the only thing that was not correctly covered. My faith at times has grown more positive from the man above, a year ago I was barfing my guts out and not eating, my family couldn't cope with this and let me lay on the bathroom floor. yes you read right, I struggled for a glass of water,and crawl back in bed and then worked as much as I could, As of now, I return Monday for a final or look from the cancer doctor, the cold air makes it hard to breath, and his fix is another hole with pvc piping, I fight it, trying to live as normal as the man I was before, crying is a feat anymore, because it hurts to do so, or nothing comes out. the for some reason my skin below my eyes is flaking and constantly dry,radiation? Conclusion I am here, and alot of you offered kind words of encouragement, prayers, and where told alot of what was going on behind the scenes, It hurts to read about the passings here, I'm hoping for a little more getting back, we will see...Take Care, God Bless Dennis