Did I ever mention that "roller coasters" are not my favorite rides?

As if being told that my hubby's cancer has recurred wasn't bad enough, now his liver is not functioning well. He has extensive sclc with mets to his liver and some bones. He has had 2 sessions of second-line chemo (carbo/taxel and Zomeda to help his bones). He had done so well after first-line chemo, got quite fatigued after PCI, but I have never seen him as "low" as this! Tomorrow we will go for repeat labs and a scan of his liver. The Dr. said it could be the cancer or a blockage. I know that this could just be a "bump" in the road, I pray to God that it is just that. Can't help but think of the "time-line" we were given at the time of dx. And I had managed to get that out of my head and live in the "now". Today, I don't like the "now"! And I have never liked "roller coasters"!