I am back and really need you

first of all "Howdy" to all the new names. I have not been here in awhile. After my elective double mastecomy on July 8th I needed a break. So to bring you up to date. I had immediate reconstruction, silicone, during surgery. Went home that same day and was doing great. PS noticed some nacrosis and I have been going in everyother week for trimming. It always revealed pink healthy skin. On Thursday, I woke up feeling horriable went to work, since I had missed so much from the surgery. I had fever, chills and some vommiting stayed 18 min and came home and went to bed. Slept until the following morning. Got up took a shower and was putting on my make up. Well I curl up Indian style and lay the towel over my legs. Well my leg felt really wet ok get that hair dry I'm dripping. Again my leg is really wet, where is that comming from. Oh well starring to be late hurry up. I stand up and something is now running down my leg. I look down and my leg is covered with puss. I check the nacrosis site and it is comming out faster than I can clean it up. I end up in surgery, the implant is in the trash and I am on 3 different iv antibiotics. The PS packed the open hole with gauze and that is changed 2 times a day. I am scheduled for surgery sometime tommorrow to get the hole hosed out and hopefully close the hole again keeping me on iv antibiotics for another 2 days and orally for 1 before I can go home. Then in 6-8 weeks after healing go in with an expander and then replace it with another silicone. Well that is a quick medical update. I needed to vent and share and was hoping there would be a lesson I learned at the end. I can't find one.......except if the narcrosis had not been there I could have become septic. So nacrosis is a good thing?