Radition treatment OVER

Hey ladys wow, i most say im sorry for not coming on as offten as i once use to. We been so very busy here i hope this fines you all well, i know there is probley loads of new ones here as well.

Today was my last round of radition treatment the nurses all made such a big deal and kept telling me congrates they even gave me a Gardan Angel PIN i was so happy its over with i only had 3 treatments the 1st one i became sick to my tummy and felt as if i would throw up. the 2nd was a little beter but a week later i got the flu so had to put the last one on hold but i just had the 3rd one still feel very sick to the tummy but doing good.

he told me i had to heal up and on my 1 month check up he would then give me the Dalitor to use and i would need to use it offten but i wont get this until 1 month check up.

todays was very painful i about cried but he said i was a little sore and very red inside from the 1st 2 rounds was why it was very sore.

i have a check up with my cancer doctor in AUG ill have the check ups for the next 5 years of course until im cancer free

but for now im so thankful that all treatments are over with i still have pain inside me around where the scare tisue is healing through

how ever the belly button area Finley has healed up it seem like that took forever where the cut was up and down and near the belly botton well that spot stayed open it took 2 months for it to finley close thank goodness it closed it was linking stuff but not blood my scare tisue does have some sores on it and once in a while those hurt.

But i think all and all im doing fine there is the Emotional side of it through theres times it hits me very hard and i want to cry but i cant get it out what cancer has taken away from me is hard i cant have kids and right now adoption is out of the Question.

so its the hardest part i think to have to take in but i think im strong and have been strong i wake up each day thanking GOD for the life he has given to me and im in remison and the fact no more treatments at lest for now

i dont no about u ladys but there has been times on this roller coster of a ride i felt like LAB rat like u are going to and from this doctor ETC xrays CT scans blood test radition surgery and other stuff makes u feel like a Lab rat i no its all life saving but at times it can be to much on one person

we need to make woman aware of this cancer theres not enough awareness

anyways so far this is where im

remison and no more treatment needed but still have the visits and check ups for the next 5 years

ok God bless ladys

April Lorey