William, you are too funny!!!!!

Dear Friend, you are too funny and honestly I look forward to hearing from you because you make me laugh. You are the only one that seems to be able to do that for me in the past year.
I do understnd where you are coming from, I, am 56 years old, have had alot of life experiences, yet poor Diana, only 22, has had limited and yes William, I agree totally with you, what kind of impression will this leave on her, will she trust any man in the future, I believe that she will put this all to cancer and I hope she does. He is not the father she knew all her life and putting it to cancer might be the best thing for her. Me, on the other hand, I do not believe I will put it all to cancer as we have talked about before. I am certainly hurt there is no question about that. I will for the rest of my life, try to figure out what happened to Ed, to us., but I hope that I can deal with it and go on.
We had a hospice social worker at our house last night for over three hours talking to Di and I. I really liked her, she did go upstairs and talk to Ed for about ten minutes, she got the vibes not to stay. She is really a great social worker with alot of inisight. She gets it, she just gets it. I am hoping that Diana will sit down over this weekend and really think about what she was saying to us.

I hope we are getting a volunteer so we can get out of here this weekend, even though Ed does not want one in the house, I am doing it. We cannot live in this prison 24/7 so I will be on the phone this morning lining one up.

You make so much sense when you write William, I get the humor but I also get what you are saying. I do not think I will ever change him no matter what I say or do., it is all in ed's hands, I know this. I keep praying that he will get it before it is too late.

thanks for writing again, hope you enjoy the upcoming weekend, we are settling down for that Hurricane to come in tonight. Oh well, I have my own hurricane going on. (haha).

Linda