CT scan results

Hi all,
Great news no sign of bone or brain tumors. I was triple negative after all and the genetic testing comes into play. It was intersting actually to see just how many of my father's paternal family had cancer and a couple at very early ages.
But it was my father's mother who had breast cancer and I more than 25 years younger than she was at her time of diagnosis.
My oncologist isn't that happy seeing me since I do not have cancer. Funny I was told that the cancer clinic would always be there for me. There was some grey area on the scan of brain but it isn't a tumor they don't know what it was and it might have been just a blip. It would affect L side of body though if something there.
It still bugs me that the CT scan would be done of body before a scan or MRI of my arm that contains the two new lumps. She is going to include an MRI of my head because of this CT result to make sure nothing is going on there. I still suggested she put a rush on the MRI since the pain is worsening and including now my neck, shoulder and rib cage on the same side. Of coarse once again I get the feeling I am not sick enough for them to worry about this.
My own grandmother was told 5 years out chances of reoccurance slim and 10 years your cured. Just over the 10 year mark she was diagnosed with bone cancer and malignant tumors in the opposite lympnodes. I am very grateful for good news though I never was to worried about that just concerned about these two lumps that only one showed up on the altra sound.
They also believe this leg dragging problem I am having is linked to the deteriation of the 3 middle discs in my back that I new were there and obviously getting worse by the moment. They still don't know why I have this dizzie wooo thing going on and now will see a neurologist since I never have seen one.
I guess I too was surprised that she didn't feel the need to drag my files out of archives since "I don't have cancer". I thought that might help her to help me is all, guess I was wrong and feeling wrong about this too at this moment. How can doing something so right for myself can feel so wrong?
Thanks for the vent
Tara