My brave brave husband

My husband has not been doing well the past few months. His cancer is growing very rapidly and taking over his body. We called in Hospice last week to help keep him more comfortable but on Thursday the doctors told him the chemo Taxol and Carboplatin he had the week prior had a positive response. We asked the doctors if he thought he'd be around for our daughter's birthday on the 18th, he said probably not without the chemo. So of course he said he had to try to be here even after the first round of Taxol and Carbo almost killed him last weekend. He's so brave to do this and this weekend was very rough, Monday I thought he was doing a little better but yesturday he started having severe reflux. I've tried almost everything to help keep him comfortable but nothing seems to help and his throat is causing excrutiating pain. I gave him his maximum limit of Morphine through the night but only helped a bit. It's so hard to watch him in so much pain. My son told me last night he hopes dad will be here for his birthday too which is in April, I couldn't help but break down. I told him that I hoped so to, but that maybe we could celebrate it this weekend just in case God needs him sooner. God bless everyone on this site, I hope everyone can find strength and comfort in Him, I know that's the only thing that's kept me going.