not so good CT report

Well I thought I was doing good with the clinical trial and Doxil. Sides weren't too bad, feeling good, food tastes good, could be almost normal. Went on our long awaited/postponed family vacation last month and was great. Then had my 6 week CA 125 and CT scan last Mon. Finaly got the reports back today-the CA was up and the CT showed my overall tumor/lesions went from 18.4 to 24-more than the allowed 20%, so I am dropped from the clinical study. The research nurse was shocked as both I and she could see and feel my one tumor was going down-we thought. The CT shows it went from 1.7 x 1.7 to 3.4 x 1.7. I don't get it. My dr is going to be upset also when he gets back in town. I see him on Mon. for regular appt. but can't have my treatment. Then we'll talk, I'll try to figure out what to ask of what and why, and see what the new 'game plan' will be. I'm trying to stay positive but seems like when I go someplace to have fun and think all is going well, then I get knocked back on my backside. I don't want to feel bad but it seems so strange, guess it can be true, that you feel good when it's not good inside you. I had plans to go on essiac tea after treatments to keep down, not te Hoxsey route, but then this came up again. Still not sure what to do. Of course the dr's just say chemo, which seems best on one hand to knock it down and then something to try to keep down. Been tryng the juice thing for more veggies and fruits which is pretty tasty. Will see what he has to say on Mon. and trying to not worry-too much.