dmc_emmy, Love9kidz, Austingirl, and Butterfly12...

Akiss4me
Akiss4me Member Posts: 2,188
edited March 2014 in Breast Cancer #1
Hey ladies....we miss hearing from you. If your still visiting the boards, how about a quick hello. ;(-) Pammy

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  • dmc_emmy
    dmc_emmy Member Posts: 549
    #2
    Pammy thanks for asking...
    I didn't think I was missed, so I waited until someone asked about me. I'm in deep depression-my trip to TN was a bad idea. My father doesn't want to see or hear from me again. I may never see my mom again. I took too many drugs the other day and ended up in the hospital. I really don't even care anymore. I'm praying for the cancer to return so I can die.

    I will not likely respond again, but it was nice to be missed by someone.
    dmc
  • rjjj
    rjjj Member Posts: 1,822 Member
    #3
    dmc_emmy said:

    Pammy thanks for asking...
    I didn't think I was missed, so I waited until someone asked about me. I'm in deep depression-my trip to TN was a bad idea. My father doesn't want to see or hear from me again. I may never see my mom again. I took too many drugs the other day and ended up in the hospital. I really don't even care anymore. I'm praying for the cancer to return so I can die.

    I will not likely respond again, but it was nice to be missed by someone.
    dmc

    dmc
    Oh Dear, you were missed very much. Please talk with someone, maybe there are some anti-depressants that could help. I'm sorry about your father, but it sounds like that is his problem. Your Mom will come around. Think of all the people who love you so very much...and emmy. Please try. There is so much joy in life waiting for you. Do not let anyone steal your joy or your spirit. We love you. Maybe you could talk to a councelor, or therapist. Your life is to important to give up on and especially to the demon beast!! Please post back.
    God Bless, Jackie
  • outdoorgirl
    outdoorgirl Member Posts: 1,565
    #4
    dmc_emmy said:

    Pammy thanks for asking...
    I didn't think I was missed, so I waited until someone asked about me. I'm in deep depression-my trip to TN was a bad idea. My father doesn't want to see or hear from me again. I may never see my mom again. I took too many drugs the other day and ended up in the hospital. I really don't even care anymore. I'm praying for the cancer to return so I can die.

    I will not likely respond again, but it was nice to be missed by someone.
    dmc

    Oh dmc
    so sorry to hear about that! Yes you are missed-sorry if it didn't seem like it! I know we all get busy with life(ours and everyone else's)and sometimes that happens...
    We do care about you-we care about all of you! I personally don't want you to give up! I'm sorry that your time in TN was so bad and what happened with your dad.
    You know,everything else that may be going wrong in life right now doesn't even compare to how important it is that you stay healthy-you do matter!!Do you get what I'm saying?!
    Love,
    Patty
  • fauxma
    fauxma Member Posts: 3,577 Member
    #5
    dmc_emmy said:

    Pammy thanks for asking...
    I didn't think I was missed, so I waited until someone asked about me. I'm in deep depression-my trip to TN was a bad idea. My father doesn't want to see or hear from me again. I may never see my mom again. I took too many drugs the other day and ended up in the hospital. I really don't even care anymore. I'm praying for the cancer to return so I can die.

    I will not likely respond again, but it was nice to be missed by someone.
    dmc

    You were missed. Sometimes
    You were missed. Sometimes when someone hasn't been on here in awhile, I think that there are busy with work, family, friends or taking a vacation or a break. But we all care for all of our friends here. I am so sorry that the visit was so bad. Your dad has a problem but it is his problem. Is the not seeing your mom again from you dad or her? YOu cannot let him dictate that for you or her. I am so sorry that you are so down. You do need to get some help, medication or therapy, to overcome this. Cancer is a tough battle and add in depression and family issues and it can be overwhelming. Sorry about the drugs and hospital also. I don't know what the rest of your family relations and friend situations are like but you need to find someone to talk with and to help support you emotionally through this. I believe that we all have at least one person that will be there for us, but sometimes we need to ask for their help. Please keep coming to us. We aren't there in person and wish we were but we are here for you. You were missed by more than one.
    Stef
  • lynn1950
    lynn1950 Member Posts: 2,570
    #6
    dmc_emmy said:

    Pammy thanks for asking...
    I didn't think I was missed, so I waited until someone asked about me. I'm in deep depression-my trip to TN was a bad idea. My father doesn't want to see or hear from me again. I may never see my mom again. I took too many drugs the other day and ended up in the hospital. I really don't even care anymore. I'm praying for the cancer to return so I can die.

    I will not likely respond again, but it was nice to be missed by someone.
    dmc

    From the depression expert
    dmc, listen! I know you are having it rough. I was concerned how things would work out with your trip and with your father. I (and I'm guessing, many others on this board) care about you and miss you.

    I have also wished to just be dead during this journey. But I don't feel that way any more. You can recover from your dark feelings of despair. I call it "waking up from a nightmare." It took me some time, but I can testify that life CAN be good again. Please get help.

    Warmest wishes and love, Lynn

    I
  • Akiss4me
    Akiss4me Member Posts: 2,188
    #7
    dmc_emmy said:

    Pammy thanks for asking...
    I didn't think I was missed, so I waited until someone asked about me. I'm in deep depression-my trip to TN was a bad idea. My father doesn't want to see or hear from me again. I may never see my mom again. I took too many drugs the other day and ended up in the hospital. I really don't even care anymore. I'm praying for the cancer to return so I can die.

    I will not likely respond again, but it was nice to be missed by someone.
    dmc

    Your back!!!!!!
    I am so sorry to hear about your trip. I know how much you were hoping it would work out. You didn't come this far just to wish for a return of cancer!! Nonscense, I won't hear of it! Your input on these boards is valuable to me (and others) and we need your wisdom.
    Please at least give me "I will think about it" to make me feel better, ok? :(-) Pammy
  • taleena
    taleena Member Posts: 1,612 Member
    #8
    dmc_emmy said:

    Pammy thanks for asking...
    I didn't think I was missed, so I waited until someone asked about me. I'm in deep depression-my trip to TN was a bad idea. My father doesn't want to see or hear from me again. I may never see my mom again. I took too many drugs the other day and ended up in the hospital. I really don't even care anymore. I'm praying for the cancer to return so I can die.

    I will not likely respond again, but it was nice to be missed by someone.
    dmc

    dmc.... I don't know what to
    dmc.... I don't know what to say... other than I am soooo sorry that things did not go well in TN... My heart hurts for you... I hope you will seek out someone to talk to to get you through some of this... Please know that we are all here for you... please take care of yourself!

    Love, hugs & Friendship

    ~T
  • elm3544
    elm3544 Member Posts: 748
    #9
    dmc_emmy said:

    Pammy thanks for asking...
    I didn't think I was missed, so I waited until someone asked about me. I'm in deep depression-my trip to TN was a bad idea. My father doesn't want to see or hear from me again. I may never see my mom again. I took too many drugs the other day and ended up in the hospital. I really don't even care anymore. I'm praying for the cancer to return so I can die.

    I will not likely respond again, but it was nice to be missed by someone.
    dmc

    dmc
    I just want to say that although I may not know any of you personally, you are ALL in my heart! This is a safe place and everyone here has helped me through since I joined about a month ago! Whether reading older posts or asking questions or just venting, I couldn't have done without all of you!
    Please turn to the wonderful family you have here and please, please take care of yourself!
  • aurora2009
    aurora2009 Member Posts: 544 Member
    #10
    dmc_emmy said:

    Pammy thanks for asking...
    I didn't think I was missed, so I waited until someone asked about me. I'm in deep depression-my trip to TN was a bad idea. My father doesn't want to see or hear from me again. I may never see my mom again. I took too many drugs the other day and ended up in the hospital. I really don't even care anymore. I'm praying for the cancer to return so I can die.

    I will not likely respond again, but it was nice to be missed by someone.
    dmc

    DMC
    I bumped up a thread that I posted a while ago, I did it, not to show that it got over looked,(because sometimes that just happens here, it's so hard to keep up if you've been away for any period of time) But to show you that I CARE! and as you've seen so do so many other people here on these boards.

    Please never talk about "not caring anymore", the problems that you're having with your folks have probably been there for a very long time, it's time to let them go, and take care of yourself. Once the horrible journey is over, hopefully maybe some of the depression will go with it too. You have to hold on to that, and believe in that. All of what you're feeling is because of the medications that your on.

    Please get help, talk to someone, but please never give up. Things will work themselves out with your mother, and as for your father, let it go. He's the one who's missing out on a wonderful daughter and he's the one who's going to be sorry in the long run.

    I just want you to know that while it's sometimes very hard to keep up on these boards, we all care about you. You are our sister and we want to see you get well and out of the funk.

    God Bless you DMC and may he hold you in his arms, and pull you out of this rut.

    Aurora

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