Prescription for Quality

I'm new to this forum, have only posted a couple times. Recently I was told my cancer was on the move, (breast originally diagnosed in 1995, reoccurred last year, mets to the bone) ,I had radiation, then chemo with Taxol and Herceptin. 3 Months into the chemo, they repeated the PET which showed the cancer on the run, yeah, they took me off Taxol and left me on Herceptin, 3 months later, the PET scan showed the cancer was again on the move. When I first posted I was getting ready to go back on Taxol and looking at canceling a vacation we had planned....Well I didn't cancel, and it was the best decision I have made in a long time. I'd gotten to the point that I felt that the life I'd known was over, and I had time, but not the quality that I wanted. I'm 60 years old, have lived an active life, I'm sure many of you can identify with that feeling of loss. Well I'm here to tell you, I went on vacation, did 2 dives every day, and 3 on the last day. I was exhausted the first couple days, but I think just being away from cancer reminded me I was alive, and able to do, with some limitations, pretty much what I wanted to do....I will not again, put off ice cream or vacations....Right now I've got the Taxol ickies, Neulasta pain, and the Herceptin Hangover...but this will pass, getting back on schedule when I can get them all at the same time will help...Next vacation,,,, France in August....hang in there....