Angel has died

ADKer said:

Michelle - I am so sorry for
Michelle - I am so sorry for your loss. Your love for Angel has always been apparent in all of your posts. I am not surprised that you are surrounded by supportive and caring family members and boss. Please continue to come here for whatever support we can give.

Michelle , The two of you
The two of you have been in my thoughts and prayers for the last couple of weeks. When you didn't post for a while I was afraid that Angel had gone home. I am so sorry for your loss, but try to take comfort in knowing that you did every thing that you could. Sometimes we just can't fix it, no matter how bad we want to. It is so hard to accept that. Sounds like you have a wondeful boss and many friends to try to help you get thru this. It takes time, Don't try to rush thru the grieving period, no matter how long it takes. If you feel like crying, then cry, or scream or hit the wall if that's what you feel like doing. Try to remember the good times that the two of you had. Go out to the garage and sit on the Motorcycle and remember all the rides the two of you shared. If you know how to ride yourself, then maybe you need to get in the wind and find a straight stretch of road with no traffic and let it go. Whatever you need to do, DO IT. Angel's phsical body is gone, but he lives on in your heart and in your memories. He will always be with you. I will continue to pray for you and I hope you find peace. Please know that we all care about you and would love for you to continue to visit this board, whenever you can.
God Bless you , Carletta

2bhealed said:

Condolences
I am so sorry to hear of your loss.

We are left with such a huge hole in our lives when our loved one dies. Words of comfort always seem to fall short.

Give yourself plenty of time and space to grieve.

peace, emily

so sorry
for your loss i am in tears right now but you are a fighter and as time goes on it will get easier.he is at peace now with no more pain.i am so sorry and Godbless.....johnnybegood

Words aren't adequate
I'm so sorry to hear of Angel's death. Your posts show how much you love him and how devoted you were to his care. No one could have done more than you did for him. I want to thank you for letting us share what you went through the last few months. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Joy

All my sympathy
Dear Michelle,

You have all my sympathy for everything that you and Angel went through. Even though you knew this was coming, you are never prepared to lose someone you love as much as you love Angel. I am sorry he was in so much pain the whole time. He is released from that now, but that doesn't help your grief. Please come here to talk if you need to. In the meantime, please know that you and Angel remain in my prayers.

Love and hugs,
Kirsten

My heart and thoughts are with you
Dearest Michelle, I'm still rather new to this site, but have often read your posts. I remember reading the little things you did that truly made him happy...riding his motorcycle and someone following (just in case) the over abundance of care and love you have for him. These are truly trying times, but you are what we need when we are so ill. Your gift to him was staying with him through it all, still loving him no matter what a burden cancer can put on those that care for us. I believe he is in a wonderful place...no pain, no suffering, no worrying...his memories are only the good ones and the people he loves, he remember nothing bad. He will be there waiting...just for you. The spirit is far stronger than our physical being in this truly temporary life. I wish you contentment, peace and strength when your mind wanders, wonders and seeks comfort. If there is anything I can do, please let me know.

I am so Sorry
Michelle,

My heart breaks for you, Please knw I am thinking and praying for you during this very hard time. I believe Angel is with the angels and he is without pain. God Bless you both.

Beth

angelsbaby said:

thanks beth
This is very hard for me. Take care

michelle

Echoing
everyone else, but Michelle, very sorry for your loss. I wish there was something else I could say.

Sherrie

Praying your strenght in the lord Michelle
Hi Michelle
I just wanted you to know that you will never be alone.There are those of us that are friend to those's who have loved one's who are very sick just as Angel, and although this may not lessin your pain or make you miss him any less, just alway's remeber that god is never surprised by what we are going through or by what's about to accour in our life's. Even though it's very sad your loss,and I want you to know I'm praying for & up lifting you continually as are many other's.God has equiped you with more wisdom, temperance,knowledge,patients, and above all a great testimony.Someone is going to need to hear how you made it to this point.All that is positive all that the times you thought you wern't gona make it.But today your still standing tall.God has surounded you was lovingkindness through your boss and many other's. keep your head up, cry when you need too and continue to encourage other's. God Bless you richly.

April

I'm truly sorry for your loss
I am sorry. I know it's really hard to say goodbye to someone so close. I hope you find peace and reach out to others. Let them help you. Find a group counceling and order the book "Getting to the other side of Grief-Overcoming the loss of a Spouse" by Susan J. Zonnebelt-Smeenge and Robert C. De Vries. My friend who just lost his wife to lung cancer last month said this book was good. Take care and hang in there.