Scared and anxious....Part 2

I wrote previously about some symptoms I was having and that I was 3 weeks out from my first ever colonoscopy. Well....it's now 6 days away. As much as I want to know the answer, I also don't want to know (even though I do), if that makes sense.
Most of the symptoms I had are gone....no more bloating, no more bleeding (it happened 1x), appetite is good and no more weight loss. The only real problems I'm having are that I still seem to have more gas than normal, and I have some pain in the low right side abdominal area. The gas isn't painful...it's just loud stomach rumbling noises as if I hadn't eaten in days. And the sbdominal pain I have feels like a "catch"....like an adhesion pulling. It's not a sharp pain, but more of a dull ache in the same area.
Anyway, I haven't been able to stay away from the internet in researching colon cancer. Obviously, it can be anything at this point. It's just that sometimes I have such a bad feeling about this. Even though I don't know yet what's going on, I can sit and cry about it. Yes, I'm depressed over what I feel the outcome will be.
I've been a lurker on this board for some time now and have a great deal of respect for anyone going through all this. The support that you all have with each other is amazing.
On that note, I'm going to ask a favor: Please keep me in your thoughts for a good outcome on my scope next Wednesday. I'll more than willing to take any prayers, good wishes, good mo-jo etc etc that anyone is willing to pass my way. I want to turn over every rock there is, and it starts with asking for help.
Thank you so much.
Pat