feeling scared
i have not posted alot lately, still recovering from surgery, had a few complications. anyways because of stomach problems i went for a cat scan yesterday and they found a spot on my liver. i am feeling so scared, it has never showed up on any of my other scans. i was wondering has anyone had something like this and could it be nothing? life has been so rough lately. im still working on getting this colostomy to work right. i have stomach cramps daily that they are hoping are from all of the medication which i have now stopped. i just want to have one day not filled with tears. thanks for listening.
cherri
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Cherri -
I know this is scary. Have you asked for a PET scan? Yes, it is worrisome that something shows up on a CT and not previously, but it is also the case that radiologists choose to comment upon different things at different times. And reading a CT is at least part art - not just pure science. Were all your CT's done / read by the same person? Even so, the mood of the day may cause them to mention something they previously did not mention. A PET can add another layer of truth on top of a CT and you should request one. There is a chance these results have no clinical significance, but I would certainly get a PET scan before I believed that.
Just so you know - hope this helps instead of worrying your more - I had a spot on my liver show up on CT after diagnosis, before surgery - later determined to be of no clinical significance, but alas, still had mild (is there such a thing) liver mets which biopsied positive during colon surgery (not in same place indicated by CT) and lit up "a little" on PET.
One step at a time, honey. So, ask about the PET and when you find out more, feel free to email on this site and I can tell you more about my situation.
Hopefully others can help you with the colostomy issues.
Take care,
Betsy0 -
Hello Cherri,
I agree with Betsy. I have heard it from my mother's oncologist that different people read CT scans differently at different times. I would request PET scan. And please try not to worry, maybe it is just a mistake. Just get more information.
I hope and pray that it is nothing of a problem.
Best wishes and God Bless.
Eleonora0 -
Cherri,
Sounds like a rough post op course for you; I know there will be better days once you start feeling better.
I had 2 spots on my liver seen during the CT scan of my initial post-diagnosis work-up, and they WERE nothing. Hang in there; are you getting good advice about any colostomy problems? Hang in there. Judy0 -
Aw, Cherri! I am holding you soooo tight! I have 3 'spots' on my liver that were reported before surgery, found to be nothing during surgery, and now, since once reported, get reported on every darn time I have any kind of scan....sigh....LEAVE US ALONE, BEAST!!!!!
I had, and still, a year later have, occasional bouts with cramps....your bowel HATES to be disturbed!!!!! It WILL get better...stay strong my dear angel.
Hugs, Kathi0 -
I can't remember when your surgery was. I had cramps for about 4-6 wks after the same type of surgery. Found I was better when I didn't take meds. Try to avoid caffeine and other stimulants. Have you seen your stoma nurse? Mine was very helpful with any colostomy problems, much better than the surgeon's office. If you have specific colostomy problems feel free to email me.
It does get better.
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I forgot to mention about the spots. My surgeon would always call me after my CT scans and read it and describe all the spots they found. But they were nothing and my PET scan was negative. Different radiologists will give a different report and some may not even mention small spots that they think are nothing. It helps to get a copy of each of your reports. You can compare that way and it helps in getting your questions answered.vinny3 said:I can't remember when your surgery was. I had cramps for about 4-6 wks after the same type of surgery. Found I was better when I didn't take meds. Try to avoid caffeine and other stimulants. Have you seen your stoma nurse? Mine was very helpful with any colostomy problems, much better than the surgeon's office. If you have specific colostomy problems feel free to email me.
It does get better.
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Ahoy, Cherri -
So I guess you are seeing the theme here is "Get a PET scan"... I couldn't agree more. Nothing worse than hearing "Well, you have something on your ___ (insert appropriate organ name). We're going to wait a couple months and see if it grows." UGH...
hang tough - often these things are benign cysts. Keeping you in my prayers..
- Sponge0 -
Hi Cherri,
I just wanted to send you a virtual HUG for all you have been through. I agree with the rest. It might just be a cyst. Here is good vibes too that a pet is negative. We are here for you.
Lisa0 -
Hi Cherri,
I can understand what you are feeling. I know what you mean about wanting to have one day not filled with tears. I don't remember crying as much as I have over the past several months. Sometimes spots show up, but turn out to be something other than cancer, like a cyst. I will be praying for you.
God bless,
-Lee-0 -
Hi Cherri...cry all you like gal....they say it is good for you. Oh...and the old addage of "big boys don't cry" is a lie. I cried many times...so much for tha bronzed ozzie macho image! I hope that the spot on the liver is just that...a glitch...a gremlin. Our best to you. Ross and JenMoesimo said:i am sending hugs your way. I would also want a pet scan.
I can help you with the ostomy. Email me.
remember it does get better.
Maureen0 -
Cherri,
Jeez, I am sorry you are feeling so scared. I agree with the PET scan crew. Ask for one. Try not to worry until you are sure. It could be nothing important and you will have worried yourself silly(I am the BEST at that!). I am thinking of you.
Hugs,
Taunya0
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